Nobody Has To Know

Chapter Twenty Five

Hazel POV

I don’t know how I let it get this far. But here I am sitting in my car in all black, in the middle of the night spying on my suppose to be faithful boyfriend. Mijo and I been together for 11 years. I loved this boy since freshman year in high school and I still love his ass.

The dumb bitch that he was fucking with had her blinds open, so I could see everything they were doing. When he enter the room he wrapped his arms around her and started kissing on her, being all lovey dovey. Tears started rolling down my eyes because the way he was acting towards this ho was the same way he was with me. The same way he was looking in her eyes and kissing her body was the same shit he did to me. As bad as I wanted to get out this car and beat both of their asses something told me to stop and keep watching. So I was still focused in on the one window upstairs, all of a sudden Mijo picked up this little boy. He looked the spitting image of him he just had a lighter skin tone, that’s when I couldn’t take it no more and pulled off.

The drive to my house seem longer, like I would never get there. All I wanted to do was go home, lay in my bed and hope that the shit I just saw wasn’t true. That’s exactly what I did too, I shut all the blinds making sure no light was coming into the house, I started blasting my sad music. Usually I’ll be listening to some thug music when I’m hurt be ready to blow shit up, but right now it ain’t happenin. I stripped from all my clothes, and embrace myself for some Auntie Drake tears because I knew they were coming.

I looked over at my clock and it was 3 o’clock in the morning that meant I slept for 12 hours. I just shuffled around in the bed and hoped that I could go back to sleep. Then I smelt his scent enter the room, it didn’t take long for him to take of his clothes and come cuddle me in my bed.

“Baby why you playing this sad shit for? Your period on or something” said Mijo laughing but wasn’t shit funny. I just unwrapped his arms from around me and scooted away from him. He grabbed the remote from off the table turned the radio off and pulled me back into his arms. “Babygirl you know I was just playing now” he said but all I wanted to do was take his hands off me again but I couldn’t. I turned around to face him and like a bitch I started crying even more, he tried to brush them away but that didn’t help. “Haze you know I hate when you cry” he said with a sad puppy face.

“Do you love her?” was all I could mumbled out.

“Yes I love you”

“No do you love her” I said and I just hoped he said no. If he said no he didn’t love her I might stay with him. I know that sounds crazy but isn’t love a crazy thing.

“Love who Haze?” he said shifting the bed to put his back against the headboard.

“That bitch you fucking. Do you love her?” he looked at me and just laughed. Not that little chuckle but like the rolling on the floor dying laugh.

“You think shit a game? I don’t see shit funny. I know you’re cheating on me Mijo, I saw you at her house” when I said that he shut up. He didn’t have the nerve to look at me he just shook his head in the dark. “So I’m going to say this again do you love her?”

“Baby I didn’t mean for this shit to come out like this”

“You didn’t expect this shit to come out at all. You wanted to keep it a secret for a long time but your dumb ass got caught. All them late night practices, boy’s nights, and I believed your ass. Then it all started adding up in my head how you go from answering your phone in front of me all the time to walking out the room for a simple text message. You used to want to fuck every day but even if I just wanted to touch you, you would act a fool and say you were too tired. You came home smelling like her so many times but I brushed it off because I thought you loved me-”