Nobody Has To Know

ChapterThirty Five

*Chay POV*

I walked out of Carmen house to my car. I was contemplating on what the hell she just said. To grieve? To grieve about what? About Trey and their engagement or is it something else. I don’t care if Carmen said Trey taking of his engagement ring didn’t hurt her because I can see it in her eyes that it did. But first off when did the hell they get engaged and why didn’t nobody tell me. I’m getting tired of all these fucking secrets. I was thinking about all this while I was driving to pick up Kizzy, she claims that place that her Tyga stay in is too big for her alone. She needed to be in a place where it was either smaller or someone there. So I told her she could stay with me till the boys get back, like old times. I wonder did she know that Trey and Carmen was engaged?

I pulled up the house and Kizzy was all ready outside drinking on a Arizona. All I could do was laugh at the girl, money will never change Kizzy because she still like she is in the street of the VA.

“Bitch what took you so long?” she said throwing her suitcase in the back.

“I had to go see Carmen” I said after she was settled in the car seat.

“Oh hell! What’s wrong now?” said Kizzy as I pulled off “If ain’t something it’s another. Damn! Is there one day where there is no drama” she said so serious but all I could do was laugh because she was right.

“Man something is wrong with her. Ever since that night at the club she seemed kinda off, don’t you think?”

“I just noticed that bitch got mad faded. I thought that was her way of celebrating”

“Carmen likes to drink but not that much. Well I went over to her house and it was like she got worse.”

“Maybe it’s Trey”

“OMG Kizzy did you know that Trey and Carmen are engaged”

“Really?” she said getting all excited putting her hand over her mouth.

“Yes”

“What”

“Ummhmm”

“Who?”

“Trey and Ca-”

“Cares!” she said and bust out laughing. I looked at her and gave her a glare “I don’t give a fuck about that shit! Me and her aren’t cool like that, for me to care”

“Kizzy why are you so mean”

“Because my daddy raised me like that” she said smiling then kissed her lips and put up to the sky “Rest in Peace Papi”

“You better stop with that..Chico is dead. Stop bringing him into shit” I said and Kizzy just started laughing, then took a sip of her Arizona.

“Could you stop at the gas station?”

“Why? I have a full tank of gas”

“I wasn’t talking about for you...I need to stock up snack because I know you don’t like to share shit”

“Whatever” I said making a sharp turn to the left. Kizzy drink almost spilled on her.

“See you play to fucking much!”

“And you cuss to much..but it’s life.”

When we finally got the gas station and Kizzy jumped out the car. I was going to go in but it was too hot. Then I started to think more and more about Carmen, what was she talking about? Then it finally hit me it’s June, June 20th. In three more days it will be the day Carmen mother and brother were killed. How could I forget that day? That’s why she said she had to grieve, it’s all coming together now. She haven’t acted like this in a couple of years and I thought since everything was going good for her that maybe she got over it but I guess not. Carmen and I both lost many people in our lives and that maybe one things that connected us in the beginning. I remember how we met like it was yesterday.