Nobody Has To Know

Chapter Thirteen

*Chris POV*

I called up the boys to come over to my house just to chill and we were all in the basement smoking. I took another hit and looked around the room and everyone eyes were chinky.

“Damn Chris! She came into your shit like that?” said Ty taking several small hits “This shit gets better every time” he said smiling at the blunt.

“Yeah she did. She messed everything up, I had Chay right where I wanted her and then she came fucked my whole plan up” I said rubbing the back of my head.

“Chris you shouldn’t be fucking with two girls at the same time anyway.” said Mijo

“There is nothing like a woman scorn. You should have learned that from them crazy hoes you had before. What Masani say to you before she left again?”said Trey opening a bottle of vodka and poured into some shot glasses.

“Something like you fuck me over and you get knocked the fuck under. I ain’t worried about it though, Masani ain’t bout that life.” I said snatching the whole bottle from Trey.

“Chris dick is gonna get chopped off... We going to have a funeral for it and everything!” said Tyga making me spit out all my drink, and all the boys bust out laughing.

“Shit, I I I I wish a bitch would!” I yelled over them “But forreal tho I got something to tell y’all” getting all serious and started staring them down. Taking the vodka bottle to the head.

“Damn bruh... Chay pregnant!” said Trey making me spit out my drink out again.

“Hell nah! Let me talk to y’all before y’all say some more crazy shit” I said rubbing my forehead and temples. “Do you think I’m crazy if I said I love you to Chay”

“Today?” said Mijo leaning forward in his chair like he didn’t hear me.

“Yeah I told her before she ran out on me” I said taking a long gulp and my chest started burning. I hit my chest a couple of times.

“You trying to get fucked up ain’t you. But what she say nigga” said Tyga patting my back.

“She said she love me too but she don’t want to break up with Shawn because she don’t want to get hurt again. What the fuck is that? And yes I’m trying to get fucked up to hopefully forget all about this shit.”

“I’m mean you can’t blame her Chris” said Trey in the back. I looked at him like he was crazy. “Chris you have a track record of breaking girls hearts and I don’t the know story of you and Chay but the way Carmen talks about you did some reckless shit to her. You can’t get upset with her for trying to protect herself”

“But she ain’t in love with Shawn! She’s in love with ME!” I said standing up.

“Okay how do you know she don’t love Shawn?” said Mijo “Did she say that?”

“She ain’t have to say it. I know this shit man” I said getting mad. I don’t have to prove myself to nobody because I know Chay ain’t feeling that nigga.

“Just wait then” said Tyga

“Wait? Wait for what bruh?”

“If she is in love like you said she is then she will come to you. It just takes time” said Tyga taking the bottle from me.

“But if she don’t” I mumbled under my breath “I already lost her once, I don’t know what I’m going to do if I lose her again.”

“I never seen you act like this for no girl, it must be more serious than we thought” said Mijo looking up at me.