I got to school very early and started setting up for the Host Club, because I don't know. I had my earbuds in and was softly singing along, until I got to one song that I had to sing with feeling. I checked my surroundings and time to make sure no one would be coming in before I started.
"We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal
as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
As you drive me to my house
I can't stop these silent tears from
rolling down
You and I both have to hide on the outside
Where I can't be yours and
you can't be mine
But I know this,
we got a love that is homeless
Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you,
it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought,
I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face
But we know this,
we got a love that is hopeless
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
I don't wanna live love this way
I don't wanna hide us away
I wonder if it ever will change
I'm living for that day, someday
When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that we could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't we be like that?
Wish we could be like that..."
I finished and moved onto the next song, but a pair of arms around my waist interuppted me. "Fuck." I sighed and popped my earbuds out.
Hikaru put his forehead on my shoulder and I waited for him. He turned me around to face him and he crushed me in a hug.
"Hika-" "Shh." He said so I shut up and just hugged him back. "I want that too." He muttered and I tilted his head up to look at me. "Well, we're doing pretty good so far." I smiled and he nodded and leaned his forehead forward to meet mine. "I wish we could be more open about it." "Me too." I sighed and smiled a little.
He held my cheek before giving me a soft, quick kiss. I closed my eyes and tried to drink in the feeling.
"DADDY SAYS NO!" Tamaki ran in, and Hikaru and I both looked over at him. "Do you mind? We were having a moment." Hikaru said and Tamaki blushed and fumed a little, then walked back out.
Then it clicked with me, and I don't know why it hadn't before now. I wouldn't get to touch him for the rest of the day. So I wrapped my arms around his middle and hugged him tight.
"You okay?" He asked, his arms on my arms. "Don't leave me." I whispered and he chuckled and kissed my forehead. "Never."
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Transition (Hikaru X OC)
FanfictionKioshi is a female transgender that has made the move to Japan after a bad experience at another school. She is quite used to being teased for who she is. Kioshi moves to Ouran as Naomi and it's the first time she's really accepted for who she is, e...
