As I wake up I find mum gone and Lydia is home!?
"What are you doing here you should be at collage!?" I exclaim
"I need to tell you something!" She mutters. As I hold my guard I answer politely as I sit next to her.
"You see I also had a boyfriend like you I know before you say anything I have a life too and well he... he didn't really care for me he cared about Hannah my best friend. I just wanted to say sorry to you for lashing out it was hard I felt unwanted as you have always had everyone caring for you, nobody cares about me. Not even him and you know what I think... I loved him!" She mutters. As I stare at the girl as I once knew as an confident girls I hold her closely comforting her as she cries. I have never been there for her! I am so stupid god damn it!
"I care I love and so does my and dad!" I cry with her trying to feel our guilt together!
"I tried so hard to keep a straight I am just stupid!" she screams
"No you're not you're a beautiful...you know I wasn't gonna go to class anyway today as I have a day off lets go shopping!"
She smiles as we run to the car to go town. It was a great day two young girls literally shopping till we dropped! Jewelry, clothes, shoes and so much more! We finished the day with star bucks and a great Instagram photo. As we head home we leave the radio on Blast loud signing along to "Selena Gomez's" new song "Hand's to myself" I love that so much! We enter the door and throw our clothes and all our shopping bags on the floor. Mum comes running! We laugh harder than ever as Mum joins in! I missed this. These happy moments we can have good times without anyone! Only us! I wish it would be like this all the time. It takes my mind of all the shit that's happened in theses past months.
The week passes as I see Lydia happier than ever. Mum started her own restaurant a few weeks ago and it has been pretty good since she's been the chef. I have been looking for apartments around the area no luck yet but hopefully I will find a place. I would really like to move out. Life hasn't been great like this for a long time. Emma said I could crash at her place so did the rest of my gals but I want to find my own place. Emma is finally got a date with Tom they make a cute couple and Becky is well...Becky. Parties and more parties no time for boyfriends! I love them all. Tomorrow I will be going to the Art class I am so exited! We haven't heard a anything from Dad or that other tamp! I hope their lives together are horrible together! I set out my clothes and head for bed as tomorrow is the first day there!
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Rulebreaker//Selena Gomez COMPLETED
Fanfiction"Hey!" "Yeah?" "You know something good never last forever..." "But something great does!" "You made that up!" "That's why I'm the Rulebreaker!"
