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We decide to head to Emma's future husbands workplace (that restaurant.) I have the best girlfriends I love them!
I love them all! We laugh and have a great time it makes me forget about everything. Then I realize that maybe Lydia is right I should feel sorry for myself I have got so much I have got a great family and my friends are great. As for Becky and I we all watch Emma attempted to flirt with Tom, the boy she likes! It was a great we haven't spent a lot of time together lately! I dropped off Emma and Becky and headed home. I got thinking about everything. I should be happy for me, I hug my mum and snuggle up to Lydia, she hates me for doing that but I know she actually loves it. Everything been going great! Maybe my life isn't as bad as I thought!
As I head to school I have a great day we had an art lesson and well when it comes to art I am just well... how do you say it I go. Arghhfjhefjfegfufeurgfrg!!! Yeah hipper! I love it so much. As I head home with a wide smile on my face I see my mum looking sad.
"Hey why the sad face!"
"Honey you won't be able to go to your art lesson on Saturday you know it's the wedding so you have to go."
"That's alright I have told Vanessa she understands." I explain to mum
"No honey the real reason they are having the wedding so quickly is because...Audrey is having a baby!"
"What he is having a baby with that tramp now, the one that broke our family! I hate her I hate dad so much urgh!"
"Honey what did you said about Audrey and I!?" Dad asks
Shit! My dad was in the living room with the Lydia what have I done!
I...um...Dad oh my gosh your here with Audrey?!" My Mind feels as if it's been blown up what do I do I have made a fucking big mistake. As I slowly sit down as far away from the two love birds. I try not to keep eye contact pretending as if nothing happened. As always Lydia saved the day talking about her psychology classes and what she wants to do for university. Sometimes she is my life saver. I am stilled pissed off from her lashing out at me I haven't talk to her since then really.
As I head upstairs to bed, Lydia prepares their room for the two lovers trying to keep a straight face I head to my room off to bed.The next morning I dread waking up! I will be with her for the whole day as she will be showing us our ugly dresses she has picked out for us. I hate her so much if only she was a bit less on cloud nine I would have loved her...nope that's not true at all. My dad he... he is here too... He doesn't know how hard it is for me. He doesn't know what he has done to this family. It doesn't matter he doesn't care! I should have not said anything nice to him and let him felt ignored and abandoned the way he did to all of us. How doesn't Lydia feel anything no anger nothing! Stubborn little girl I am still angry at her! But she has always beneath more sensible sister. We never really had much in common which is kind of funny I have finished collage and going to go into university and she is in the first year of college so...LYDIA you drive me mad sometimes from being so perfectly perfect!
Soon as what feels like forever it is time to head to bed. We say goodbye to them well... Lydia did and now i'm in bed. I really don't want to go to that wedding but I have to! FUCK! I just remembered about the baby oh life is so messed up. I miss him so much. I loved him and I can't its too painful! This year his been utter torture. I just hope I can wake up from this bad dream I have been sucked into!
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Rulebreaker//Selena Gomez COMPLETED
Fanfiction"Hey!" "Yeah?" "You know something good never last forever..." "But something great does!" "You made that up!" "That's why I'm the Rulebreaker!"
