I want to know what this feeling is... I am being killed slowly by something I don't know I keep screaming grasping for air with no idea what to do next. Clinging on to anything and everything hoping there will be end to the adrenaline! This life of mine. A sickening disguise from the outside I have a great life but in the inside I am all over the self. Screaming, shouting, I cant breath I am helpless and I want a rest. I don't want anyone asking me if I am okay! I want to be one with myself. I can't breath think anymore. I shut down after everything and it all so hazy! So blurry so disconnected and you know the worst thing is that I am dragging everyone else with me ducking them in into my dark world making everyone tired. My eyes are bloodshot. My bodies tired of fighting its self. To scared to confront itself and let everything out! What are we going to me? What are we going to do Nara?
A/N Another special I guess in a way I am a lot like Nara and I guess u guys just heard my inner thought. Don't worry I am dying or killing myself. I guess I just need to calm down... This does mean I might calm down a bit. I need to be one with myself! Find it!
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Rulebreaker//Selena Gomez COMPLETED
Fanfiction"Hey!" "Yeah?" "You know something good never last forever..." "But something great does!" "You made that up!" "That's why I'm the Rulebreaker!"
