Somehow I am in the reception walking down the aisle In a gorgeous white dress. I know I said I hated the dress but it is actually the prettiest dress I have ever seen. Lydia is beside me other with two more adorable little girls! Probably from Audrey's side of the family. Lydia is glistening in beauty as always! I try to keep a straight face through the whole walk but all I think about well... everything! As we finally finish the walk of torture I sit down next to mum who looks as if she is about to cry any second. Lydia's water works have already started. I have also started crying but not because of the wedding because well... my dad has really left us! I have always thought that maybe he would come back and everything would be okay again but! I can't he can't marry her but! I have to get out of here but I am trapped. The walls are crowding around me not here Nara! Just as I look as if I am about to have a panic attack Mum holds on to my hand tightly. She knows, of course she does and I think maybe dad does too. They way he looks at our way! I look away and let my mother comfort me.
Soon after the ceremony is finished. I head outside and get some air as the groom and bride have their dance Lydia stays with mum and comforts her. I know I should be there but I can't I was never that type of person which I hate about myself. I don't know any better than that. I sit down on the bench as I feel the breeze on my hot headed face it calms me down. The colds bites me as the hairs on my arm spike up but I don't care. I wish he was here why he isn't why! I miss you Max! Without realizing I am crying and wailing and try to shut myself when suddenly I find myself next to Lydia.
"WHAT NOW DO YOU WANT TO SHOUT AT ME AGAIN!" I shout at her. She doesn't say a thing and holds me in her arms. She has always been the most calm one as I turn around I see mum staring at the stars she hasn't said anything since dad came. I used to wonder how it felt to have broken heart and now I know. It must really hurt. I push myself off my sister and manage a smile as she kisses me on the forehead. I walk towards mum and hug her. I can she is surprised by my actions but she dunks her head into my arms. I her cry ever so softly. It hurts me what life has turned into but I like the way I am holding her in her weakest. It give me strength as I pick her up from her pity I wipe off her tears smudging all her beautiful make up As I look up I can see dad looking at us from the bench I look away as I see the guilt in his eyes Audrey grabs him.
"Let's go." I order calmly. We head to the car park and get in the car. Suddenly I see Audrey running in her beautiful white dress, she looks like a princess. I want to run but just as I am about to get in she hugs me tight whispering an apology in my ear I say nothing and get in the car. As I drive off I see her eye contact at all three of us. I drive of quickly to stop the awkwardness.
It's been silence throughout the whole ride back home to Manchester. I don't I have ever mentioned that we live in England. Dad lives in London now though. I don't think I have heard silence this loud as this. Finally as I park our car in the driveway Lydia and Mum is fast asleep. I gently tug both of them as they wake up they slowly walk towards the door as I take out the suitcases. We enter the hopeless house and head for bed. As they are fast asleep I get my bag ready for University as it is a long drive. I have been thinking I should move somewhere near University plus my Art classes would be near there too. As I tug myself in my toasty bed I realize that my dad just got married just thinking about it makes me want to vomit! What just happend today!?
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Rulebreaker//Selena Gomez COMPLETED
Fiksi Penggemar"Hey!" "Yeah?" "You know something good never last forever..." "But something great does!" "You made that up!" "That's why I'm the Rulebreaker!"
