Rulebreaker//Selena Gomez COMPLETED

Chapter 25. What happened last night?!

My head is woozy I slowly open my eyes as the blurriness slowly disappears still half asleep I turn to my side finding a warm body wrapped around my waist. His head on the collar of my neck.I slowly give a smirk as he suddenly kisses it slowly making me tingle. Grabbing me closer. That's when I realize!!!

"ARGHHHH!!!"

Kendall jumps up as he looks shocked but slowly turn into a smirk as he looks down. As I look down I see only my undergarments showing. I throw my pillow in his face as I cover my body.

Flashback

"Well your nice and..."

I remember the kiss! It felt so good. As I look at his gorgeous eyes he smiles.

"Hey its okay nothing really happened, not that I didn't just I didn't want to um well..."

I stop him as he tries so hard to be okay about it. I grab him of surprise I hover my lips over him. I missed this feeling only something about kissing him makes it better. As his warm lips are on me he grabs me placing me on his lap. As we continue making out. Slowly as he moves his tongue with mine. He moves to my neck. This time I know its real as I hear myself moan. As he kisses my whole body making me let out a little giggle. His smile makes me feel so happy. Until...

"Wait!!"

I jump up grabbing my dress and putting it on.

"I need to go somewhere first!"

"Nara?!"

"Kendall please!!!"

He rolls his eyes as he kisses me softly on the lips as he grabs for his pants and shirt which is on the floor. I can't do this without feeling guilty. I love him but I have to move on and the only way I can do that is if I go to him. As I step out of the car with the flowers we picked up from the way. I tell Kendall to wait. He looks confused but he stays.

Every step every breath I feel like I am losing him. My heart feels numb as I am finally in front of my Max...

I let out a wail as I see him this time. Max...

"Max..."

I place the flowers on the grave as I slowly step away before...

"Thank you!"

Just as I am about to turn...

"Don't I don't want you to see me know. Thank you for coming to see me, Nara I don't know what to say to you other than I love you but, I think we all know I loved you more. If I love you I have to let you go... Damn it Nara I am dead! But just remember to never forget me my love."

"I promise forever and always, I am sorry for not loving you as much but you were mine and I was yours, I loved you but I guess I can't wait for you. Remember me Max"

"I will always remember you its okay I can finally go you came to see me and now I shall go... I love you Nara..."

I couldn't take it anymore I turn around as he is there angelic like smiling at me as he leaves. I don't care if it wasn't real I knew it was him and that's what counts. I think I finally admitted to myself... I loved Max but, I think it was a different way... I guess I was never really attracted to his love in that way I forced myself without knowing but it still hurt...

I fall on the floor as I feel a hand wrapped around me. Kendall holds me close his warmth,his breath everything makes it feels so right as I look for a second I see Max he smiles soon disappearing.

He walks me back into the car as he helps me in.

"We are going to get some coffe and you can talk to then ok."

"Okay!"

As we head into Starbucks he orders our coffe as I sit down blank replaying everything. What do I say to him?

Kendall's P.O.V

I wounder who it was... I know it wasn't her dad as believe it or not talks a lot about him... So who was it. It hurt me see her in pain! I couldn't deal with it her bloodshot eyes staring into mine. As she calmed down after with her eyes dilating slowly.

I sit down as I look directly at her...

"He was my...my boyfriend he...passed away from Leukaemia..."

My mouth wide open as all I want to do is hold her. Damn how could I do this to her now! She is so fragile and when I am with her I am so careless about the world. As I see her in pain I slowly lose my breath. But I let her carry on.

"When my dad left...everything changed it was all bad until...I met him...he...he changed and yes he was a dick but he was my dick... but I realized today that what if I only loved him because I had a hole in my heart... I realized I never loved him the way he did or looked at me. It made me feel guilty and I would..." Her eyes are tearing up as I quickly grab her closer as she sobs on my chest I let her. She needs to all I want is her right now...

A/N Omg what ya think Max... Kendall and Nara (Nendall or Kara) There are gonna be a few new characters. I am so excited to show you guys what I have planned. Have big plans for Nara. Oh remember Emma her friend the one that pregnant!!!!