Teenage Summer (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 24

                                                Lorraine’s POV

                The entire day so far, I’ve been right next to my phone, checking it constantly. I guess I just hoped that Liam would finally call today.

 It’s been about three days since we went to his house, and I confessed it was all a huge mistake. I guess I've been staring at my phone for about three day now...

  I know we love each other, I know we do. He can’t just let it go. I miss him so much.

 The only time I was away from my phone was to go use the toilet or to do the dishes, currently I was washing the dishes... It was a chore my mom still gave.

                He loves to romance them reckless abandon, holding me for ransom upper echelon.

                I quickly dried the dish I was washing and ran to my ringing phone.

                Tell me I’m your national anthem! Ooh-

                “Hello?” I answered, cutting Lana Del Rey off. (And yes that's my ringtone because that song is my favorite.) Liam’s voice immediately filled the speakers.

                “Lorraine,” he breathed out. “I love you so much. I was such a dick to you guys the other day and I’m really sorry. You talked to me with so much sincerity and love even after everything happened. right from Louis to me hitting Ash. I’m sober now, and I understand things much clearer. I love you and nothing could ever change that. I know you know what you did was a huge mistake, and I bet you that if you could take it back, you would. Obviously, I was really mad when I first heard of it, but now I know that you would never try to hurt me. God, I love you so much it hurts. I shouldn’t even forgive you this easily, but it’d hurt worse not to.”

 "I just don't know what I'd do without you, and honestly I can't not forgive you. I LOVE you with all my heart, mind, and soul. I just want you to know that I forgive you and I want to start over and be happy and in love again".

                I let a few tears of relief slip down my face, smudging my mascara. He still loves me.

                “Oh Li, thank you so much. It’ll never happen again. I understand why you were mad, I mean anyone would be. I shouldn't have expected it to be treated like it was nothing, because it was bad, and it hurt you and did nothing for me. I’m so sorry I’m such a stupid whore that would do anything just to get more attention from another ‘good guy.’ I guess I’m not used to guys who actually don’t hit me or call me derogative and degrading names.” I can’t believe I actually just admitted that to anyone other than myself and Ashley. “But like I said, it was idiotic of me and I love you and only you. Forever."

                “Lorraine, you’re not a whore, not even close. I get it and why you did it, Ashley explained a bit to me. Please just come over, I want to see you and hold you.” He said with intense amounts of understanding and sincerity.

                I nodded weakly, still crying.

 "You there?", he asked.

 Then I felt stupid, remembering he couldn’t see me nod to him. I giggled and told him that I nodded.

 "Baby, I miss you so much. Can I see you know?", I asked holding in my tears of joy.

 "Of course! I can always see the girl I love! Come down here now, I've missed you!".