Adam Cianciarulo and Amber

i hate you nick

"and when was the last time you wanted to kill yourself oh and also dont lie because i know you want to cut now because i know that you want to now so tell the truth" nick says

"huh .... nick what is your purpose .... what is the purpose of this???? to make me cry and make me go back to that bad place i was in???? how would you feel if you were in my shoes????" i ask him

"i would tell them i would want to kill myself now and you know why" he says

"why" i say and he gets really close to my face

"because people like you make me sick your all freaks!!!! i hope you do kill yourself" he says, stands up right from leaning over in my face, and walks out leaving me standing there is 2 kawasaki people, adam, ryan, and chad. i start to break down and cry. i fall to the floor and pull myself into a ball. no .... i wont cry here.... not now. i stop crying and stand up.

"are you okay amber" chad asks me

"im fine" i say ....

"amber" ryan says

"im fine" i say .... the scale goes great, good, okay, content, not okay, i hate you/them, fine .... but i guess they dont know that because they nood and walk out of the trailer with the two kawasaki people.

they both look at me and then leave. i walk into my room and lay on my bed. i know nick. i hate him now. i thought he would be a good friend and i though the others cared about me more then that but i guess not....

i lay in my room and fall asleep. when i wake up i see ryan standing in the door way. "whats up ryan" i ask him

"we have a race" he says and i get up and look at him. i am still mad at him and everyone else.

"where" i ask

"las vegas" he says and i nod. we get ready and we go and race. when we line up for the race the people who announce i9t start to make fun of kawasaki because i am a g irl and i am on the team.
"You know" I say to Adam
"What" he says
"I feel like I make the team look bad" I say and he takes off his hamlet and comes over to me
"Listen to me Amber your not your one of the best team me never you beat almost all of us in practice" he says and I nod and hug him
"Hey guys" Chad says "Ryan is coming" he says and we let go. I honestly have no idea what Adam and I are. I mean I want to be more then friends with him but I don't know if he wants to be more then friends with me. I don't know if he was just kinda using me or something like that and I mean I really hope he wasn't because I really like him.
"Hey guys" Ryan says snapping me out of my thoughts
"Hey" we all say at the same time. Then nick comes over. Great
"So Amber" he says
"What" I say in a nasty way
"Don't talk to me like that" nick starts and then he continues "anyway are you Genna fall off your bike on purpose to get hurt" he asks and I just stare at him
"Amber" Adam says but I ignore him
"No nick I'm not going to. And you harrassing me like this is illegal you know that.? Well it is because your an adult and I'm a minor and even if I were not your harrassing me which is illegal so shut up" I say. The boys just look at me blankly. Nick looks mad. He gets in my face.
"I'll get you for that" he say and then he goes away.
"Chad can you go find him" Ryan asks and Chad nods
"Amber" Adam says again and I turn to him. Mad as all hell
"What" I say as coldly as I can
"Whoa I don't want to be that person but please don't talk to me like that. I am going to try and help you with nick. I don't know why he is being like this. Maybe because you beat him in the race and/or because your a girl. But honestly I don't know. He is never like this with anyone else. I mean maybe there was something in his past that happened that he is mad about. I don't know Amber and I'm
Sorry that I don't know and I wish I knew why he was doing this so I could help you with it but I really don't know. He really doesn't get like this to much and actually he has never gotten like this with any of us and I don't know why he is like this with you. You are a nice person and you don't need him to bully you after you were bullied since third grade. I know it doesn't sound like much coming from me. But you need to know that we all care. At least Ryan, Chad, and I care about you. You need to know that you have us when he does that. He shouldn't do that" Adam says. I give him a weak smile when I let go I turn to Ryan. I am about to say something then someone taps on my shoulder. I turn and see nick. WHY!?!?!?!?
"What nick" I say to him and say it in the coldest way I can. He looks at me and he smiles. I hate nick so much. But, I will not let him get to me like that. He is nothing but a bully that I will not put up with like I have for the last 6 going on 7 years. I look at him.
"Well bitch----"