Adam Cianciarulo and Amber

The Race Part 2

The 30 second board goes up. I get ready. I am next to Adam and Ryan V.. If I win this I will be showing everyone I can do some thing with my life. If I lose then people will not only make fun of me because I am a girl but also because I won the last race and then they will call it beginners luck or some shit like that and I want to win. I know you do not get everything you want in life but I really want this. I look up and see there is one second left. I get ready and then the gates drop. We all speed off and I am in second behind Ryan Dungey. He is a good racer. But I wonder why my Ryan and the rest of the kawasaki team is not up here. I look back and see that there is a pile up of people. All of the racers behind us have fallen. I put my attention back on getting in front of Ryan Dungey. He is about 3 or 4 seconds in front of me. I see someone is next to me now and It is Adam. I turn and see there are only about 10 racers left. The rest must have gotten hurt. Adam and I are now racing for second. I get in front of him and he falls. Oh I will never hear the end of that. Ryan Dungey is like one second in front of me now and he looks back at me. He doesn't see where he is going and at the last secind he turns at the turn. I am now next to him. I get in front of him and I hear the crowd. They are not happy about this and I have a feeling no one at home is either. I look and see I am about 2 seconds ahaid of Ryan Dungey. When I look back up I see that we have 8 laps to go. I have to stay strong and win this race if not for me then for Adam and Ryan Villopoto because I know Ryan Villopoto is out of this race because I looked up at the screen and saw he feel and got hurt. I see I have a straight path and I look back and see that Ryan Dungey is behind me but a far way back and James Stewart is in front of him. I could actually win this. There are a few laps left. I try to go as fast as possible but it is raining and there is no traction at all. I am trying my best. I turn back and see Adam is behind me. How the hell did he get there when he feel. Oh well I know he is going to try and beet me. He is the one who said I should earn winning and not be given a win or whatever he said. He said something along those lines. Adam is a second or two behind me and there are 2 laps left. Adam Cianciarulo is NOT going to beat me and I will NOT let him win this race. He will have to take it from my dead cold hands if he wants to win. I look up and see there is only half a lap left. I push as hard as I can but it seems the harder I push the slower I am going. When it comes down to it Adam and I are within a second of each other but I win. I know I will never hear the end of this from him and he will probally be mad at me. When I get off the track I go up to the podium and do my interview thing. I winder of everyone is okay though. Even though not all of them are my team mates I still do not want them to be hurt. Once my interview is over and they take there million and a half pictures I walk into the back to try and find My Ryan to see if he is okay or hurt. While I am looking around I see that only 9 of us were left in the race and the other 13 had fallen and didn't want to get back up. I can not fin Ryan, my Ryan, anywhere. I feel bad that I won when I really did not earn it since everyone had fallen. I feel like even though I had to pass people and all of that I feel like I did not win in a fair way because there was not all pf the other racers. I also feel like them falling is my fault. I mean, I know it is not my fault but I still feel like it is. I guess I feel this way because if I wasn't in first I guess I could have fallen also and would have also been hurt. I feel like I should have also gotten hurt while we were racing. I also feel like I don't diserve to win. I know I won by passing them all and all that nice stuff but I mean I feel like the race would have been harder if all the other riders were still riding and had not gotten hurt. I mean, I am happy I won but I guess I just feel like I should not have won. I am snapped out of my thoughts by someone tapping me on the shoulder. I turn around and see Adam. That is another thing, Adam could have won and I took that away from him. I feel like Ryan Dungey would have won if I wasn't there or Adam because some how h got up there with me. I feel like Adam is mad at me. I look at the ground. He sighs and then picks me up and carries me somewhere. I am not going to fight it.