Oh No

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Date:3/30/16

Adam and I got into a huge fight the other day

****FLASHBACK****

"Amber" Adam yells

"What" I yell back

"I have an issue" He says coming into the room

"Which is" I ask

"You and Liam" he says. Is he fucking serious?

"What about Liam and I" I ask

"You are close" He says

"Yeah so" I say

"Too close" He then says

"Are you fucking serious" I yell

"Yeah I fucking am" he yells back

"No offense to Liam but I do not like him like that" I say calmly. Bad idea.

"How can you be all calm about this Amber? You and Liam have something going on and I am going to find out what it is even if it kills me" Adam yells and goes into our room and slams the door

****END OF FLASHBACK****

Now, here we are a few days later and we still are not talking. The truth is that Liam and I have a dad/daughter relationship. He has become like a dad to me. If anything he should be worried about Harry. Harry is the youngest and all of that nice stuff but I see Harry as more of a brother. If I were to even like Harry I would not act on it because I love Adam. Why is my life always full of drama that I do not want. Ugh.

"Alex" Liam yells from his room

"Yeah" I yell back

"Tell me why you have been sleeping in the other trailer and only coming around when Adam is not here and when he is here and you are here you two do not talk" he says or more so asks

"I do not want to talk about it" I say to him

"Oh well you have to talk about it" He says

"We just got into a fight" I say

"About what" He asks and then Adam walks in. I get up lo leave. "Oh no" he says "sit" he says and I still try to walk out "Now, both of you" he says and we both sit down.
"Liam this is pointless" Adam says
"I agree" I say
"See you two agree were working somewhere now tell me why you two won't talk and are fighting" Liam says
"No" we both say
"I have candy" Liam says
"He thinks something is going on between us" I say
"Here" Liam says walking out of the room and then when he comes back he hands me a chocolate bar.
"Thanks" I say and look at Adam. Ugh.

"Adam do you want one" Liam asks

"No but thank you" Adam answers.

"Okay well we are going to fix this why do you think some thing is going on between Amber and I when we are more like a father and daughter" Liam asks

"Because you two are always with each other" Adam says

"Did you ever think we are with each other a lot because I am giving Amber singing lessons and not because we like each other" Liam says. HE DID NOT JUST TELL HIM ABOUT THAT!!!! Is he crazy I did not want anyone to know.

"LIAM" I yell and he just looks at me. I hate him sometimes. He makes me really mad and I knew I should not have told him. I really wanted to get lessons from Harry or Niall because I like the way there voices sound better then Liam but Liam is world wide famous and I had a hard enough time asking him and he is like my dad. Or, one of my dads. 

"What? I told you he would find out one day and so would everyone else so why try to put it off? I mean, this will save you two because if you lie then he will be more mad in the long run. Am I right or am I right" Liam says and asks at the same time. 

"I still did not want to tell anyone yet because as much as I love racing, I love singing even more and I want to race but I also want sing and I do not want to pick yet. I was waiting until I picked to tell anyone anything" I say some what mad at Liam for telling him. 

"Amber, you really need to tell them. They are your family and they all love you and support you in any way they can. Do not worry about what they think if they do not like it. You need to remember what we talked about. I will give you the chance to tour with us. But that would mean you would have to give up racing" Liam says and I look over at Adam. 

"Amber would not leave to go on tour with you guys. She loves it here and she loves racing. I mean, unless that is what you want to do Amber" Adam says and he looks over at me like he is about to cry and sob and all that stuff. 

"I do not know what I want yet. I do know that I want to be with you. I just do not know what I want to do with my life yet. I am only 15" I say and he looks down

"I love you Amber" Adam says 

"I love you too" I say 

"I do not want you to leave. I would never forgive myself if I let you leave. But if you want to do this then I also do not want to hold you back. Please pick what you want. But, know that I will always love you Amber" Adam says and now I feel bad. I need to make up my mind. And soon. I need to make up my mind like now. I look over at Liam. 

"Oh no" Liam says as Ryan and Harry walk in. Niall, Nick, Chad, and Louis are with them. "Tell them all and tell them now" Liam then says to me and they all look at me confused. 

"I" I start

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