"amber i want you to know that even though i never asked you out i want to date you and actually i want to do more then date you and i dont mean physically but i love that to but i was wondering if you would marry me when ryan is okay with it and when you get old enight" adam says knelling down on one knee. I look at the ring he has in his hand and I start to cry.
"Yes" I say and he stands up and hugs me
"I also got this" He says handing me a bractlet "This is something you can wear and it looks like it is just something you could have made but trust me it was expencive but don't mind that just wear it and the ring you can wear when you are older" He says handing me a bractlet. It looks like I could have made it but at the same time it looks expensive.
"I love you Adam" I say
"I love you too amber" he says and we kiss. There is a knock on the door.
"Come in" I yell and move away from Adam to see Chad.
"Amber o want you to know what nick said he doesn't mean. His little sister killed herself and you telling us that brought up bad memories for him. He is just upset and he doesn't want to go through that again" he says and I am shocked
"Well that is all well and fine but he is the one who made me want to cut and all of that a few hours ago" I say
"I know and he is here to say sorry but if you don't want to hear it he would Understand" Ryan says coming into the trailer.
"Sure I will listen but that doesn't mean I will accept it" I say. Ryan goes out and gets Nick who is looking down. When he looks up I feel like I want to cry. He was so mean to me. But now that I know his past I feel bad. After I tried to kill myself I realized how bad it would be if I had actually done it.
"Amber I want to tell you how sorry I am and I'm sure Chad told you but my little sister killed herself and I see you as a little sister and I am scared I will lose you like I lost her I don't want to lose you" he says "I am so so so so sorry Amber I didn't mean to say I hope you kill yourself or make you want to cut I just wanted you to be safe and I went about it the wrong way and I am really sorry" he says
"Nick" I start and can't continue
"It's okay if you don't want to accept it I would understand if all of you are mad at me" he says and we all look at him. "I'll leave" he says and starts to walk out the door
"Wait" I say and now everyone is looking at me. He turns around and I run up to him and hug him. He is shocked for a second and then he hugs me back. "I'm sorry" I say
"What why" he says as we let go
"Because I shouldn't have done the things I did and I should have told you guys the full story you see my parents also abuse me verbally and physically" I say and they all look at me in shock. "I am sorry I didn't tell you guys before its just that I miss my friends and I wanted to go back and get there numbers from my phone and then leave and come back to you guys" I say and look down
"Amber why didn't you tell us we would have told you just go on Instagram and dm them and then you can talk to them" Adam says
"That's a good idea" Chad and Nick say at the same time.
"Yeah" I say and look down
"What's wrong" Ryan asks me
"Nothing" I say
"Tell us" he says
"It's nothing" I answer
"Please" he says
"Fine" I start "I just really miss my friends and you guys are great but my friends were my main support for a year once I want to my alternative school I made some friends and the bullying still continued but it got better and I feel like they will be worried I just disappeared and all" I say
"Amber why don't we make a trip to see them" Ryan says
"Or you know what's better we have a race in New Jersey next week why don't we invite them all" Nick says
"That would cost a lot" Adam says
"But we have millions" Chad says coming to my defense
"Guys you don't have to do either I can deal with it" I say
"Shh" they all say. Adult conversation I guess.
"We should she misses her friends" Chad says
"But it's so much money" Adam says
"Why are you so worried about money" Ryan asks
"Because do you really think the Kawasaki people would let us do that" Adam asks
"True" Nick says and Chad and Ryan just look at Nick. "Sorry but it's true would they really let us invite Amber's whole school to the race" he says
"You never said her whole school but why don't we invite the people who bullied her and her friends so we can show the bullies she is strong and so her friends can see her" Chad says
"That's a good idea" Nick says
"That's so much money" Adam says.
"Shut up and go sit with your girlfriend" Ryan says. Whoa. We all look at him in shock.
"We need to figure out what to do" Adam says not listening to Ryan.
"Well stop complaining and help up then" Chad says and Adam nods. This should be an interesting conversation.
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Adam Cianciarulo and Amber
FanfictionWhen I was younger, I was adopted. I'm Amber. When I found out my birthday was ryan Villopoto, my whole life changed. He took me away from the parents who had raised me. I don't mind because I have had so many problems with them. But Ryan has 4 rule...
