Secrets (On hold)

Chapter Eleven

*Authors note: There is a sex scene, so if you don't want to read that, then I suggest you don't read this chapter :)*


*Niall's POV*


"Are you sure they're going to like me?" Serena pouts as I walk into the bathroom where she is finishing getting ready.






"Not if you take so damn long and make me miss the game." I smirk and wrap my arms around her waist.






"Shut up Niall, I'm almost done." She says as she swats my arm before laughing.






We had got in late last night to Mullingar, and didn't want to bother the family so we decided to just go to my apartment for the night. Serena shooed me away from the bathroom claiming that I was "rushing her", so I decided to go downstairs and wait. After grabbing a water bottle out of the refrigerator, I sat down on the couch and went on twitter.






* @NiallOfficial: Bringing @serenawestin to meet the family ! Should be fun *






"I like your tweet." I hear Serena say as she wrapped her arms around my neck and leaned over the couch to kiss my forehead.






"Yeah yeah, you ready?" I smirked and turned around to look at her as she walked around to the front of the couch. She looked extremely fit. If I wasn't about to go introduce her to my entire family, I would probably have her on her back across the couch already screaming my name. I shook my dirty thoughts away.






"Do we have to go Ni? I'm nervous." Serena pouted her bottom lip out at me and I poked it with my pointer finger and laughed, Serena was being ridiculous.






"You're being silly, they'll love you" I said as I stood up and walked over to her.






"Fine." Serena grumbled "Can I at least have a kiss before we go?"






There's the cheeky Serena I love, I thought as I hugged her to me.






"Oh you'll get more than a kiss later." I promised her after I quickly pecked her on the lips. Serena burst out laughing and I joined in as I laced our fingers and led her to the car.














*Lauren's POV*






I rushed around my bedroom trying to get ready to go over to Anne's house. Clothes were thrown all over my bed and you could barely see my floor. What kind of adult lives like this? I ran over to my accessory cabinet and changed my earrings quickly to match my navy dress. I had on nude pantyhose underneath and put on some cute gold booties that matched the golden accents on my dress. I had done my makeup to the best of my ability, dark eyes like I normally do, and red lips. I curled my hair and put some of it back in a butterfly clip so it was half up and half down. I walked over to my dresser and quickly sprayed perfume all over myself, then walked out into my living room.






"You look absolutely stunning my dear." Lou looked up at me from the magazine she was reading while sitting on the couch.






"Thank you." I smiled at her and grabbed my purse off the coffee table.






"You ready to go?" Lou asked standing up and fixing her sweatshirt.






"Yes, sorry you have to drive me." I felt bad asking Lou for a ride, but I didn't want to take a taxi to Harry's house. Anne had called me earlier and said they were going to do the dinner at Harry's place because he has to be in London for something business related tomorrow. Harry's mum lives two hours away so she didn't want Harry to have to travel even more than he already has been lately.






"It's alright. I'll drive you whenever wherever!" Lou chirped twirling her car keys around on her finger.






"I should probably get a car since I'll be stuck around here. And a job." I huffed walking towards the front door and shutting off the lights as I went.






"You won't be here; you'll be back on tour." Lou stated confidently and I locked the door behind her with my keys, and then put them back in my purse following her towards her car.






"They wouldn't let me back on tour Lou." I argued with her pulling open the passenger door and getting in.






"They will if Harry and I beg." Lou disagreed starting the car.






"You and I both know that's not true." I sighed running my hand up and down my thigh. I noticed my chipped nail polish and groaned. "I chipped my nails somehow."






"Let's go get them done soon." Lou responded while looking both ways, then turning down a different street.






"Before Anne's wedding preferably." I nodded watching the city fly past outside my window.






"Sure. By the way do you want me to help you with your hair?" Lou offered.






"That would be lovely. It will look like rubbish if I do it myself."






Lou laughed. "I'm sure it would look fine."






I reached for the radio dial and searched different stations until I found a song I somewhat liked. We drove in comfortable silence for a little bit as we listened to music and I scrolled through my twitter feed. After 20 minutes, we pulled up outside Harry's gated house.






"Thanks Lou, I'll talk to you tomorrow?" I opened the door and got out, picking my purse up off the seat.






"Just call me tomorrow. Harry will take you home?" She asked.






"I'm sure." I responded although I didn't know what I was doing yet.






"Alright bye! Tell them all hello!" Lou yelled as she backed out of the driveway.






I walked over to the gate and buzzed the ringer, so I could be let in. Seconds later the gate started opening and I walked into the front garden. As I was walking towards the front door up the sidewalk, the door opened and Harry appeared, wearing a flannel button down and black skinny jeans. I couldn't help myself, I squealed and ran towards him, jumping, and hugging him. Laughter rang out and shook his body as he caught me, and wrapped his arms around me.






"I'm so happy to see you!" I sniffled, feeling happy tears in the corner of my eyes. Can't I just hold it together for once?


He set me down and I looked up at him, taking in his dark curls, dimples, and beautiful eyes I hadn't seen in some time.


"I'm happy to see you, are you crying?" Harry's smile suddenly changed to a concerned look, and he touched my cheek, wiping away a stray tear that I accidently let fall.






I laughed and pushed his hand away, then wrapped my arms around him again, hugging my face to his chest. "It's happy tears Harry."






"Lauren?" I heard Anne call from inside the house, her footsteps approaching us.






I lifted my head away from Harry and peaked around his arm to look in the doorway at her.






"Hi Anne! It's good to see you!" I called cheerfully to her as she approached. She looked adorable in a nice blouse and pants. She always looked well put together.






"Come give me a hug!" She opened her arms to me, and I obliged letting go of Harry and giving his hand a squeeze before hugging Anne.






She wrapped her arms around me. "So glad to see you darling."






"I'm so glad to see you! Is Gemma here?" I asked after she released me. I heard Harry shut the front door behind us, and then grab my hand. I looked over at his dimpled expression and smiled at him.






"Yes she's here; she can't wait to see you! We've been so excited." Anne led us down the hallway towards the massive kitchen where I saw Gemma was standing by the stove, mixing something in a pot. She turned around and smiled as we all walked in.






"Lauren!" She took the spoon out of the pot and set it on the counter, then walked over to me and gave me a hug. "Welcome welcome welcome. I hope you'll like dinner, I made most of it."






"Not a chance Gem!" Anne scoffed rolling her eyes but smiling fondly at Gemma.


















*Harry's POV*






After having a nice dinner, full of laughs and everyone catching up, I continually asked Gemma and my mum to stay the night at my place, so they wouldn't have to drive home.






"No Harry it's okay, really! We'll see you soon enough!" My mum said and I nodded, although I wanted them to stay. It's been weeks, if not a couple months since I had seen them. Although I spent the entire day with them it still didn't feel like enough time.






"Alright then. See you soon mum, love you." I gave my mum a hug and when I released her, Gemma took her place in my arms.


"Thanks for coming Gem." I told her.






"Thank you for having me. Love you Harry, see you soon?" She asked back away and giving Lauren a hug.






"Of course. I just have some meeting with management tomorrow for a bit but then I might go back to Holmes Chapel." I responded playing with one of the buttons on my shirt.






"Isn't Niall home? How will he get to the meeting?" My mum questioned, I followed her as she walked towards the front door of my house.






"For some reason it's just for me and Liam. I don't know." I responded holding the door open for them as they walked out of my house.






"Well I love you both, see you later. Be safe!" My mum turned and blue Lauren and I kisses, Lauren pretended to catch them and I just smirked and shook my head.






"You too mum! Have a safe ride home, Gemma text me when you are home."






"Okay!" Gemma gave me a thumbs up then exited out of the gate. I hit the button watching it close behind them.






"That was a perfect evening." I looked over at Lauren who was smiling at me.


"It was wasn't it? Thank you for coming." I bent down and kissed her cheek. A yawn escaped my lips and I tried to contain it.






"Let's go straight to bed Harry." Lauren grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the stairs. I shut off light switches as we walked down the hall.






"Oh?" I grinned at Lauren, who looked at me then rolled her eyes.






"When I say go to bed I mean sleep. Have you seen the bags under your eyes? And you just yawned the biggest yawn I've seen in my life." She responded letting go of my hand and walking into my bedroom.






I sighed and followed her in, unbuttoning my flannel. "But I just got home, can't we talk?"






"I love talking to you Harry, and we do talk every day. I care about you too much to spend the whole night talking to you when you are so sleep deprived." Lauren responded, sitting on my bed and pulling her tights off her legs.






I pulled off my flannel and tossed it in the dirty laundry bin next to my dresser. I grinned when I saw Lauren checking me out.






"Don't think I didn't notice you checking me out." I flexed my muscles and laughed. Then I started taking my pants off.


"Am I not allowed to check out my boyfriend?" Lauren smirked and walked over to stand next to me by the dresser. I opened up the top drawer and pulled out one of my T-shirts and handed it to her. "Thanks."






I nodded and tossed my pants into the bin along with where my shirt was. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush off the counter and started brushing my teeth.






"Did your mum unpack for you?" I heard Lauren yell from my bedroom.






"She may have helped." I called back after spitting into the sink.






"I was going to help you." I looked in the mirror at Lauren as she appeared in the doorway. I gazed at her long, bare legs, and just when I was about to look at her chest she crossed her arms over herself. "Don't Harry."






"Don't what?" I turned and took a step towards her.






"I know that look. Let's go to sleep." Lauren said and turned around walking out the bathroom door. I groaned and followed her, shutting off the bathroom light.






I walked over to my bed and pulled the covers back, getting into one side and watching as Lauren did the same. I laid down facing her and she faced the other way.






"I've missed sleeping with you." I murmured pulling her into my arms and closing my eyes. I felt relief flood through me, I was at home, in my own bed, with the one person I didn't want to be without. Calmness flooded through me as I began to drift into sleep.










*Lauren's POV






I couldn't help but be annoyed as Harry tossed and turned on his side of the bed, which woke me up. I tried to just ignore him and go back to sleep. Harry groaned, kicking his legs again. I felt his arms reach out and pull me to him. I smirked slightly and let him pull my body to his.


"Mmmm, Lauren. You feel so good." Harry's low sleepy voice groaned.


I got confused and turned to see if he was awake. "Baby, right there..." I could feel his muscles moving against me.


Harry turned over onto his back and let out another moan. I stifled a laugh and watched to see what Harry was going to do next. He let out the loudest moan so far and arched his back off the mattress. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, out of all the times I've spent the night with him this has never happened. Harry groaned again, turning to his side.


"Mmmm, what the..." Harry mumbles his voice deep with sleep.


I felt Harry go still on the bed, and pull the covers back.


"Harry, are you okay?" I whispered, trying not to smirk. Harry jerks the covers back.


"Yeah, I'm fine." His cheeks turn bright red and he looks at me with alarm.


"You were saying my name." I respond, brushing his sweaty locks off his forehead.


"I'm going to go use the bathroom." He says quickly, then stands up awkwardly and hurries to the bathroom.


I let out a small laugh. I'm pleased to admit I feel satisfied. Harry totally just had a wet dream about me. I hear water running, so I silently pull the covers off me and walk to the bathroom. I stand at the cracked door and peak in. I watch as Harry pulls his boxers off and I feel creepy just standing there watching, so I open the door further and watch as he puts his boxers in the sink and starts rinsing them.






"You aren't going to put those back on are you?" I laugh taking a step towards him.


Harry jumps and instinctively covers himself. I roll my eyes at him.


"It's not like I've never seen you before." I grin and cross my arms leaning against the door frame.


"Can you not act so sexy? I just had a fucking wet dream about you." Harry muttered embarrassed.


"Harry its okay... I'm pretty sure you aren't the only lad that's ever had one." I offered looking at his dark green eyes.


"It's embarrassing." He groaned covering up his face.


"So, you were dreaming about me then?" I raised my eyebrows at him and he peaked through his fingers to look at me.


Harry finally smiled at me and shamefully nodded his head.


"Was it good?" I tease him and watch as he rolls his eyes at me now.


"Of course." He responds crossing his arms over his chest and I can't help but look at his biceps.


"You've been working out..." I start to say as my eyes wander down his body, then I quickly look back up to his eyes. He just stands there and smirks at me.


"Mark has been working us a lot lately." Harry shrugs casually.


I take a step closer to him and run my pointer finger down his chest, in between his muscle lines. "Show me what your dream was about."


I hear his slight intake of breath, so I take this as an opportunity. I put both my hands on chest and slowly let them run down, until I reach his V-lines.


I'm not exactly sure why, but I suddenly wanted Harry more than anything in the world, maybe because we've been separated for too long. I hadn't realized how much pent up sexual energy I needed to release.


I watch as a lazy, beautiful smile falls across his lips and his dimples poke out.


"You really are a cheeky Lauren." Harry's hands grab at my waist and pull me in for a kiss. His lips are soft and inviting; I pull away but immediately crave more.


"Show me?" I tempted him, pulling on his hand to get out of the bathroom.


"Actually baby, it was in here." His whole voice changed in a matter of a minute, instead of playfulness, he sounded rough, and full of lust.


"In here?" I can feel my breathing start to get uneven.


Harry pulls me towards the shower and he reaches in and turns it on. He stands behind me and starts kissing my shoulder. "I was fucking you from behind, and we were in the shower."


A surprised moan escapes my lips, he had barely said anything at all and I was already completely turned on. Maybe because he's been standing in front of me naked for the last ten minutes. His hands travel down my hips sending a shiver through my body. I feel him pull my underwear down my legs and before I can step out of them, he starts to lift the hem of his t-shirt I was wearing to bed. I lift my arms over my head so he can pull it off me easier. I watch as he tosses it to the side, and then sticks his hand into the shower to check the water temperature.


He turns back to me and I suddenly feel the urge to hug him. I pull him to me, not caring if I ruin the moment. I just wanted to wrap him in my arms so I knew he really was standing in front of me in all his glory. Harry chuckles and wraps his arms around me.


"You're so beautiful." Harry's lips are by my ear and he kisses my shoulder.


"So are you." I grin up at him and he gives me a funny look.


"Beautiful?" He questions me puzzled, and smirks.


"Yes, don't you think I can call you beautiful?" I asked tilting my head to the side and letting my eyes flit from his dark brown curls to his pretty green eyes.


"I can't think at all while you have your chest pressed against me." Harry answered. I looked down at where my boobs were pressed to him and laughed.


"You are such a male." I swatted at his arm.


"Well..." Harry started to say then grabbed my hand and pulled me into the shower.


The water ran onto my head, I closed my eyes and ran my hands over my hair smoothing it down and letting the water run all over my body.


"Are you trying to hurt me?" I heard Harry ask a little breathlessly and my eyes flickered open to see him standing under the other shower head watching me.


I smirked and reached over, taking him in my hands and giving him a tight squeeze. His intake of air turns me on more, and I begin to pump him. It feels so good to have him in my hands. Harry lets out a moan and bites down on his lip. He grabs both my hands and pulls them off him.


"I'm in control right now, remember?" His voice sends a shiver down my spine.


He turns me around so I'm facing the tiled wall and not him. I feel Harry's hand slip between my thighs and I let a moan escape my lips.


He slides two fingers inside of me and my back arches against him, causing my bottom to rub up against him. He starts massaging me with his fingers and I moan as his thumb finds my clit and starts rubbing it. I let my head fall back against him as I try not to pant so embarrassingly.


"I've missed you so much." Harry whispered into my ear. I whimpered his name in response as his lips found my neck tickling it with kisses wherever they landed. Between that and his hand stimulation, I was feeling myself start to build up. He suddenly pulled his fingers out of me and gripped my hips.


"Spread your legs a little." I do as he says and feel as he positions himself behind me. "Put your hands on the wall and bend over a little." He breathes out huskily.


I place my hands on the wall in front of me and spread my fingers wide to hold myself up. I step back a little so I'm bent over and immediately I feel him behind me, running his tip up and down my core before slowly sliding in. We both moan and my head falls foreword, I watch as all the water drips down my face and hits the stone floor of the shower. I feel him grip my waist harder and starts to thrust into me. He starts to gradually build up his pace, quickening each thrust until he finds a rhythm that suits him. I bend over a little more so he can get deeper. I moan loudly as he hits my g-spot.


"As much as I love fucking you from behind, I wish I could see your face." Harry's voice comes out sharply and strained. He quickens his pace, I moan harder as he continually hits my sweet spot over and over again.


"Harry..." I try to slam back into him, hoping he gets the hint. "Harder please."


Harry slams into me with so much force that if I didn't have my elbows locked, I would probably have hit my face. It feels so good, the feeling building up and up. Harry doesn't ease his pace, not even when I start to scream his name over and over.


"Shit...Harry..." I start to feel a little light headed but it feels so good.


"Come on baby, cum for me. You feel so damn good." Harry grabs me and pulls me close.


He bites down on my shoulder again and it's enough to make me come undone. I arch my back into him as he continues to pound into me. I reach around and pull his hair as hard as I can. My body continues to shake as his grip on me tightens, and I feel him twitch inside me, filling me up.






"Fuck, Lauren..." Harry's pace becomes slower and slower until we are just standing there, no sound but our heavy, uneven breathing, and water droplets hitting the tiled floor. My legs feel wobbly and Harry keeps a hold of me.


"Holy shit." Harry's breathing still hasn't slowed and his words come out in short puffs of air.


"Better than the dream?" I ask him turning around and facing him.


"That's an understatement babe." Harry gives me a soft tap on the bottom and smiles at me.


"I love you." I whisper, his emerald eyes meet mine.


"I love you too, more than anything." He lets his forehead fall against mine, still trying to catch his breath.


"I'm really tired now." I yawn, letting myself lean against him. I can feel him smile on my forehead as he presses a kiss to it.


"Come on, sleepy." He turns off the water in the shower and takes my hand, pulling me out of the shower and onto the rug. I watch as he takes a towel off the rack and wraps it around me. I hold my arms out to my sides and smile at him. He grins and grabs another one and hands it to me so I can dry off my hair. I bend over drying off my hair and when I look up Harry's wrapping a towel around his waist. I pick up a smaller one sitting on the counter and reach up to his hair, drying it off with the towel. He makes a silly face at me. I laugh and stop drying his hair for a second, only so that I can kiss him.


"We'll regret this is the morning when we're exhausted." Harry's dimples pop out as he smiles at me and I toss the wet towel into the laundry bin.


"Nah, I don't think I will." I grin and wink at him, then walk out of the bathroom and back into his bedroom.