Secrets (On hold)

Chapter Twenty Seven

*Niall's POV*

Serena and I sit in silence. Uncomfortable, tense silence. I had a feeling dinner would end up like this due to our fight before we left. I told her if we started fighting we would leave dinner so no one had to be put in an awkward situation, she agreed. My phone vibrates in my lap and I pick it up to check it.

*You alright?* Harry texted me.

Hmmm. Am I?

I choose to ignore his text for now and stare out the window.

"Typical..." I hear Serena mumble and I turn to her.

"What?"

"Nothing." Serena sighs and stares straight ahead.

"What is typical Serena?" I can feel myself getting irritated.

"You won't talk to me yet your texting her." Serena says, no emotion in her voice.

"Last time I checked Harry wasn't a fucking girl but okay Serena." I yell not being able to control myself.

Is she fucking serious? I've never been so mad at her in my life. She has so much pent up anger with me for no apparent reason it. Serena just wants to be mad and I'm about done with it.

Serena looks at our driver embarrassed by my outburst. I glare at her and she visibly shrinks.

"I thought it was your girl."

"My girl? You're my girl. Dammit Serena I'm so fucking sick of your insecurities. I already told the entire world we are together and I have never given you any reason not to trust me. Fuck!" My fist flies foreword and pounds the head rest of the seat in front of me.

"Niall I know you talk to a different girl." Serena's crying and normally I would want to comfort her, but I'm so mad I can't think straight.

"I can't have friends Serena?" I yell staring straight into her eyes.

"You're being so secretive about it Niall! It makes me suspicious." She cries wiping her tears and I tug at my hair.

"Can't you just trust me? Why do you have to flirt with Ashton in front of me to make me jealous? Now I look like a fucking asshole in front of everyone."

It's true. Serena has insecurity issues but instead of talking to me, she has to flirt with my friend right in front of me to make me jealous. Then I look like the ass in front of everyone.

"I wasn't flirting with Ashton!" Serena surprises me by yelling and I'm aware our driver is pulling into the hotel lot.

We drive straight to the back gate where security lets us through back to the buses. Serena hops out of the car immediately and slams the door. I quickly apologize to the driver and follow after her.

"Serena!" I jog after her and she stops walking, choosing to stand in the middle of the lot, surrounded by buses and fence.

"What could you possibly want Niall?" Serena continues crying and stands in front of me.

What do I want? I don't know.

"To talk Serena!"

"No you just want to fight Niall, that's all you ever want to do."

"You're damn right I want to fight. Of course I want to fucking fight because you're wrong and I want to prove my point!" I yell at her, god I sound like an asshole. I quickly look around and see Paul walking swiftly towards us.

He motions irritatedly to a bus, signaling we shouldn't be fighting outside and shoots me a stern look.

"Let's go inside..." I start to say, grabbing Serena's shoulder and she pushes my hand away, interrupting me.