Surfing with Eli

Chapter 12

Eli:

"Oh my freaking god!" Carson squealed causing some people around us to stare in our direction. This was why I couldn't take her anywhere.

"You got all hot and heavy inside a public library?" She gasped after I had informed her about the whole new twist in my friendship with Luka.

"That must have been so sexy!" she said fanning her face with a wink, I rolled my eyes at her as I scanned the store we were currently in.

But I had to admit the whole event had been extremely hot, and now I didn't have to hide my lingering looks and dirty impulses because I could just act on them now.

When Luka had confessed to me in his garage about him having feelings about me I thought I had blacked out and was dreaming the entire thing. Later that night I had texted him till early in the morning trying to squeeze about as much detail as Luka would give.

I asked him what feelings he had meant and to my surprise he told me. He said that I made him feel relaxed and comfortable and he enjoyed being near me.

I pictured it as me being the sun shining on the warm grass dogs liked to roll around in all happy like, and picturing me shining down on Luka as he rolled around in the grass... it usually cracked me the fuck up every time I imagined it.

But he had also said that he wasn't sure he was really gay and that he just wanted to get these impulses out of his system. Part of me blamed myself for being so damn irresistible that I was turning a straight guy gay.

I had to admit that I was a bit disappointed that he only wanted me for the physical aspect and not for a real relationship, but I also got to live out my fantasies I've been harbouring about him.

I hadn't hung out with Luka since then though and I was a bit anxious to try out this new luxury. "What do you think of this?" Carson asked holding out a black lacy bra and matching thong to go with it.

Why she needed me to come with her for underwear shopping I did not know.

"Why do you need new lingerie?" I asked giving her a thumbs up on her choice, I may be gay but I was still a guy and I knew what guys liked, gay and straight.

"Because I don't have anything that matches and when you have a matching set of bra and thong it just makes you feel like you have your shit together in life okay" she explained eyeing some red coloured bras.

"Okaaaay" I said with a shrug because even though that logic made no sense to me I'm sure it would have made perfect sense to another girl.

"And also I sort of have a thing for someone" she admitted biting her nail giving me a sheepish smile. "He better not be another loser because I can only pretend to be your boyfriend so many times before these guys gang up together and find out I'm actually not with you" I snorted.

Many times I had, had to pretend to be Carson's boyfriend to get someone to leave her alone once she realized how wrong they were for her.

"This one is not a loser" she said with a Cheshire cat grin and it was like something immediately clicked in my mind.

"No" I said in disbelief as she only shrugged still smirking, "Life is turning into some drama show on tv" I sighed.

Miles was with Grey now, I was kissing Luka and now Carson is crushing on Nick. Next thing you know someone new is going to join our group claiming to be the long lost half-brother to one of us.

"Does he know you like him?" I asked her because she had only met him a couple of times so far, "Not yet, do you think you could maybe set something up so that all of us get together soon?" she asked with puppy dog eyes.