Chapter 14- Why?

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Luke's POV

The bathroom door wouldn't budge at all, as soon as Abby's crying stopped I started to panic more I knew what she wanted to do and I had to stop her. Me and Beau kept kicking at the door to open it thankfully I heard Abby sobbing again so I knew she was okay. The door finally flew open just as Abby was putting the pills in her mouth.

"ABBY NO!" I shouted running towards Abby sending the pills flying all over the bathroom

Abby tried to pick them up but I just held her in my arms.

"WHY! GIVE THEM BACK" Abby cried trying to escape from my arms

"ABBY! ABBY! LOOK AT ME Please stop scaring me and Luke we love you so much okay" Beau cried, I've never seen him cry this much.

"NO YOU DON'T! WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST OF LET ME TAKE THEM, NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME IT WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER IF I JUST DIED. MY BROTHER HATES ME AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE, WH-" Abby cried she couldn't finish her sentence because she was crying so much.

Beau's POV

Luke was just holding her in his arms, I can't believe Abby wanted to kill herself and that she actually thought no one cared about her.

"Abby babe me and the boys care about you so much, your like a sister to the boys and I love you so much. Knowing you want to kill yourself hurts us as well, I thought I'd lost you. We care about you so much okay please don't do it" Luke cried whilst rocking Abby backwards and forwards.

"I'm not promising anything Luke, I love you so much and Beau your like a brother to me same as the other boys but it would be better without me." Abby said through her tears.

"Please don't do it Abby we would be heartbroken and it wouldn't be better if you were dead because we would miss you so much, we love you babe" I said

Luke gave me a look so I left him and Abby alone and went to call the boys to tell them what happened, I love Abby so much she is basically my sister and if I lost her I would be totally heartbroken.

Abby's POV

I wish they hadn't of saved me, I just wanted to be dead. Luke held me tightly and rocked me backwards and forwards whilst I cried into his chest.

Luke's POV

Abby was still crying into my chest so I started to sing one of her favorite songs whilst I was rocking her. I didn't sound the best because I was crying at the same time.

(song is at the side)

Ooh, Ooh..

Across the ocean, across the sea

Startin' to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky

Need to see your face and need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and, through the clouds

Bumps on the road and upside down now

I know it's hard baby, to sleep at night

Don't you worry

Cause Everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow,

And the fights

Don't you worry,

Cause everything's gonna Be Alright,ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright,ai-ai-ai-aight..

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles

To be in your arms

Holding my heart

Oh I, Oh I...

I Love You

And Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights

And the bright lights

Dont you worry

Cause Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for you

I'll always be there for you

Promise I will stay right here, yeah

I know that you want me too

Baby we can make it through, anything

Cause everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights

Dont you worry

Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights

Don't you worry

Everything's gonna Be Alright

Abby had stopped crying and was now sleeping in my arms, safe where I wanted her to be. I kissed her on top of the head and cuddled her in my bed. Beau came in and kissed her as well before I fell asleep.

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Will be updating tomorrow or monday, thanks for reading xx

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