Fuckboy•MatthewEspinosa

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Pregnant.

I was pregnant. I felt my whole world collapse on my shoulders. I saw my scholarships and my graduation day go out the window. I felt my stomach churn and my head pound. I felt everything on top of me.

"I-I can't be pregnant, I'm not pregnant I don't want to be pregnant I'm still a kid I can't raise a kid" I sobbed.

My mom rested her hand on my back and rubbed it slowly. I looked at her through my puffy teary eyes "do you hate me? Mom please don't hate me" I chocked on my sobs.

Her eyes teared up a bit as she rubbed my back more and a tight smile plastered on her lips.

"Sweetie if I hated you I'd be a hypocrite. I got pregnant with you and your brother at 17 almost 18 too. Even if I didn't I couldn't hate you. It was an accident not a mistake never a mistake but an accident. It will be okay" she said in a soothing voice.

"I'm sorry mom, I'm so sorry" I cried more. "It's okay sweetie I love you okay. Come on we need to get the boys and take you home" my mom tells me.

"Dr. Lee any words?" My mom asked.

"She'll need to return in two more weeks for an ultrasound and to get prenatal other than that make sure she eats more and healthier" she smiled a little narrowing her eyes on me.

I nodded getting off the table and putting my clothes back on before walking behind my mom to the car.

"Please don't tell lane or dad yet. I'm not ready please mom" I begged as we walked.

"I won't, when your ready you tell them but you have till you're 3 months or I will" she said strictly narrowing her eyes on me.

I sighed sitting in the car with my mom my insides churning. Being sick and stressed like this isn't good for the baby.

Closing my eyes and breathing in and out slowly I felt my body calming down and soothed. "Mom what if I give the baby up for adoption?" I question.'

She cleared her throat "if that's what you want, then I'd like to adopt her. I'm a experienced mother and she'd still be close and you'd see her"

"Okay, maybe" I said quietly.

She pulled into the school seeing the boys standing waiting for her I took a deep breaths again before sitting back getting as comfortable as I could possibly get.

The car doors open and I felt the breeze enter the car. "Hey Lu, how was the doctors?" Lane asked, smiling widely at me.

I glanced at my mom with panic in my eyes and suddenly I didn't feel so well. "She's fine. The doctor said she can return tomorrow" my mom told him.

"Well don't you think I should wait a little longer?" I questioned my mom. She glared at me "no you're going to school with lane and Matthew tomorrow" she says before driving out of the school parking lot.

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I stayed in my room all night, as a girl who is close with her brother not to mention her twin brother I could not even look at him without feeling I was going to burst into tears and confess to him about being pregnant.

Saying that after such a short time finding out felt weird. Being a girl who gave the  innocent vibe to every person she came into contact with it felt as if I was stripped of me actual innocence and childhood that I wanted till I was at least 35!

And, I had to attended the Devils hole tomorrow made me even more nauseous than the pregnancy had ever had me. It was sickening to have to attended a place where once people find out id get judged, looks comments, and questioned day to day.

I DO NOT think I can handle that at all! It was like people at Bishop couldn't mind their own business.

The worst part about EVERYTHING is I still have to tell Jack. He needs to know we are having a kid together. Cause' there is no way in heaven or hell I am doing this whole kid thing alone.

Over my dead body.

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Short yes I know!!! But there will be so much more drama coming up and I didn't really know how to end this and I didn't really want huge things to happen here. As much as y'all want it I CANNOT.

Can you fucking believe my character Luna Vince is pregnant

Next chapter will be third person promise 😚😜