Fuckboy•MatthewEspinosa

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This chapter is just sort of a filler on what's going on in Luna's head. But no drama, for now. But be prepared for drama😊
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Tuesday rolled around, it was now Wednesday. And here she was yet again saying a half hearted goodbye to her mother. Her mother kissed her on the cheek, leaving a slight blood red lip stick mark on her cheek.

She gave her mom a fake smile, as she drove away in the uber. She glanced back at Lane who had a dead look on his face. "Let's go inside" she sighed, wrapping her arm around her twin.

Meh have her a genuine smile, and walked inside with her. "I'm going to invite Matthew over" Lane tells her. She nods, getting blue power-aid from the fridge. "Why aren't you cringing I thought you disliked Matthew?" He asked.

"Eheh, I got over that. He's a fuckboy but I'm over it" she told her brother. She was in fact over Matthew being a fuck-boy; be chase of their relationship. But that doesn't mean he's any less than a fuck boy still.

She trusted Matthew, half-heartedly. She knew Matthew wouldn't hurt her, but she also knew that their was a possibility he could cheat. She had been suppressing those thoughts, and focusing on her happy ones.

"Mhmm" Lane said, uneasy. Luna scoffed and jogged up to her room. She sat there doing her homework, while listening to five-seconds-of-summer. A hand squeezed her shoulder, causing Luna to let out a shriek.

Matthews hand flew over Luna's mouth, her eyes went up seeing his face. He gave her a smile, removing his hand slowly. "What the actual fuck is wrong with you?" She whisper-yelled, and the giggling boy.

"I just wanted to say hi to my beautiful girlfriend" Matthew said, making Luna blush. Malt bough blush still prominent on her face, she began to scowl at him.

"One, it isn't working you almost made me piss myself. Two, you cannot be in here if my brother finds out he'll go to jail for homicide" she said, still whisper-yelling at her boyfriend.

He groaned, "fine, a quick kiss?" He asked, batting his eyelashes. She giggled at her boyfriends actions, pecking him on his lips but shoving him out her bed room door.

Once he was out, she shut the door quickly letting out a sigh and sliding on to the floor. Luna didn't know what to do anymore. A part of her wanted to be with Matthew and have a relationship with him, but she also doesn't trust him. Another part is that she's afraid Lane will find out without her actually telling and he'll be angry with her.

She didn't want these thoughts. She liked Matthew, but she wanted her simple life. Not that things have gotten that hectic. She just doesn't like lying or sneaking around. It wasn't her thing.

I pounding hit her back, as it was someone hitting her door. Scaring her half to death, she sat up and yanked the door open. She was beyond angry to see her brother standing at the door.

"What the hell do you want?" She snapped, through gritted teeth. "I just wanted to see if you wanted to get food" Lane said, putting his hands up in defense. "Go to hell" Luna snapped, slamming the door.

Lane was going to walk into the room, and find out why she was upset. He ignored her tantrum probably about a teenage pop singer. He walked away meeting Matthew in the living room.

"She's being a bit moody, let's just go" Lane said, motioning towards the door. Matthew felt like questioning Luna's moods with Lane, but felt it would spark a suspicion with Lane.

Luna sat in her room frustrated with her brothers immature actions. She was already frustrated and stressed and he wasn't making it any better. She picked at her black acrylics, a sign she was stressed.

She laid in bed thinking about many things, she came up with many situations to tell her brother all of them seem to not go over well. Even thinking of ways he could catch them, and those didn't seem to go over well either.

She heard the front door slam, telling her Lane was home. She crawled out of bed and checked. She saw Lane trudging up the steps, she gave him a small smile.

"You okay ms. Moody?" Meh questions, in a joking manor. She giggles "yeah, I was haut frustrated" she nods. "Wanna tell your big bro?" He asked, wrapping his arms around his sisters tiny little body frame.

She almost chocked on her breath, causing a coughing attack to take place. Lane tried to help Luna but she just held her hand up, when she was done Lane was worried. "Are you okay? What the fuck Luna" he asked.

"Sorry sorry, I don't know where that came from" she said, catching her breath. "So do you need advice?" Lane asked, changing the subject. She thought for a minute. Figuring out ways she could get around the subject without exactly bringing it up.

Figuring she couldn't. She shook her head, sending her brother a small smile before walking away and up to her room. Leaving her in her deep frustrating thoughts.
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The next day was more difficult. Her brother had invited Matthew to spend the night. Leaving her feeling frustrated. Not that she didn't enjoy Matthew being over.

She obviously did, because she was in a 'relationship' with him. But she felt like she needed time away, and Lane wasn't helping. Of course he didn't know.

A knock hit her door, moving her from her frustrated mind. She starred at her white door, as the knock came again. "Come in" she yelled, making the door open.

She scanned the body, from the feet to the head. It was a girl, and she was finished realized it was Meghan. A small smile grew on Luna's face, scooting over leaving space for her best friend.

Meghan sat down. "I see your still lost in your thoughts" she chuckled. Luna nodded quickly, since Meghan was a trusted best friend she could discuses these things with her.

"Wha are you going to do?" She asked, Luna didn't say anything. Again the question being stuck in her messy mind. "I don't know, why is everyone else so excepting" Luna groaned, head falling into Meghan's lap.

Meghan shrugged. "You know I hated Matthew a few weeks ago. But you told me you liked him so I push it a side. So did Lindsay". "Why can't Lane be that way to?" Luna whined.

Meghan chuckled, she was a very positive person and wanted to see the good side of this. She saw a good parts, and a slight bad part.

"If your brother loved you the way he shows he would except what makes you happy. Even if it makes him upset. Like me, I was upset you like that fuckboy. But I love you, and it makes you happy so I there for am happy for you" Meghan tells Luna.

It made Luna smile, too see her best friend excepting her and the person she likes. Luna sat up, and threw her arms around Meghan's shoulders. "I love you to, and I'm so glad you're understanding" Luna's tells her, letting out a deep sigh.

Luna felt a slight weight lifted off her shoulders. But still had it in her gut she had to tell Lane. She obviously wasn't ready, and knew she had to wait a little bit longer for this conversation.