Fuckboy•MatthewEspinosa

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Luna walked out coaches office feeling her tiny body collide with what felt like a brick wall. She stumbled a little, looking up blinking a few times. Stood Matthew in front of her with his arms crossed over his chest and his lips in a straight line.

Luna's puffy eyes went wide in fear "you weren't, you can't,
Please" she begged, feeling as if the tears were going to spill out again and again. It was like a cycle she was used to crying that's all she's done in the past two weeks.

"Your pregnant, when how?" He muttered. It was barley audible and it was out of pure shock mixed with privacy.

"Matthew Lee, you cannot let anyone. No one knows but my mom in the family" she pleads.

Matthews eyes sadden at her but his heart couldn't help but beat faster in panic. The girl he adores more than anything is fucking pregnant. By a boy who dropped her after a stupid mistake they made, and they shouldn't have.

He swallowed the lump in his throat slowly nodding his head. "Does Jack know?" He asked, his voice suddenly becoming hoarse.

She shook her head no. "I'm supposed to tell him after school today" she tells him. "I'll take you, so you don't have to tell Lane" he offered her.

She nodded slowly "t-thank you, please Matthew don't tell anyone. This is hard enough as it is" she whimpers.

He sighed pulling her into a hug kissing her head lightly. "I'm not, I got you okay? I'll protect you no matter what. You're safe" he whispers to her.

She smiled up a little at him. "Thank you, it means a lot. I should head to class now. I'll see you after school" she says, before back away and heading to class.

***

Luna and Matthew sat parked in Jack's drive-way. His car was not here, meaning he was still at school and she would have to wait till he got home.

"I should wait on the porch, can you park two houses away? I'll walk over when it's over" she tells Matthew.

He nodded "I'm a call away okay? No matter what Luna I am here for you" he tells her, looking her in the eye initiating he was serious.

She thanked him once again, getting out of the car and watching Matthew pull away and park away from Jack's  home. She walked slowly sitting on the porch swing nervously.

Luna felt as if her heart was about to explode and fall out of her chest. Anything would be better than having to admit she was pregnant to Jack. She didn't want to, she didn't want to be pregnant, she wanted this all to stop.

Luna thought about giving up the baby, abortion. It's her body and her choice knowing she couldn't handle it; or even if her mom was going to be able to handle it.

But she wouldn't be able to live with herself. It would eat her alive deep inside, and she wouldn't be able to function.

She excepted that her and Jack were just going to suck it up and give this baby the best life possible because that's was he/she deserves in life.

Luna heard a car door shut making her head pop up to see Jack crawling out of his black
Jeep with a confused expression.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, walking closer.

"We need to talk" she whimpers, feeling as if she was going to throw everything up. She couldn't tell if it was symptoms or nerves.

"No, we talked enough. Luna I love you, but I cannot take you back" he sighs, tugging at his blonde hair that had been growing more and more.

"Jack it's not that, it's something more serious. Please?" She says, tears blurring her vision.

"Why are you crying? Are you okay?" He asked, panic rises in his voice. He grabs her arms gently pulling her to sit down again on the swing.

"I'm not okay Jack, I'm not. I didn't come here to ask for you back. I have excepted we're over because of an idiotic mistake. And I'm so sorry for that. But this is more than important" she squeaks, tears pouring down her cheeks.

Jacks heart felt as if it was about to explode and he was on the verge of throwing up everything he's eaten today.

"Are you telling me your..." He wondered off, not getting himself to say the word.

She sobbed harder nodding. "I found out yesterday, only my mom knows" she confessed.

He sat there with a blank expression comforting Luna as she sobbed into his chest. Tears feel from his eyes too. Feeling like an idiot and like he ruined both of their lives. It was an accident.

"I'm here, I'm here" he whispered, rocking her back n' forth. He placed a small kiss on her head, gulping a little.

"I'll help you, this was my fault to" he croaks, his throat feeling dry and hoarse.

Luna nodded taking deep breaths and drying her tears up. "I can't cry anymore, neither can you. We can do this. It'll be hard but we will" Luna says, wiping Jacks tears too.

"What can I do to help?" He asked, sighing. "My mom and I are going to the appointment next week, you should come" she tells him.

He nods "of course" he says. "I'll be here the whole time,
I'll take you to the doctors, store, anything any time" he tells her. She nods "thank you".

"Matthews waiting for me, I should go" Luna tells him, standing up. "Y-your seeing him?" Jack asked, feeling his heart hurt.

"No" Luna said immediately. "He dropped me off so it would be easier to talk without Lane being in my business" She tells him.

He nodded gulping. "Tell him I said thank you then". "I'll see you soon" he smiled a little hugging her.

The story is taking off more and more. Soooo much drama, and cute little things. I promise it gets better.

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