Fuckboy•MatthewEspinosa

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Luna's POV

I walked into the doctors room with my mom, and changed into the hospital gown. I glanced at my mom who was focused on me. She had a steady stare on me. "What's wrong?" I asked her, she looked scared and uncertain.

She smiled sweetly "nothing baby, just relax" she lied. I knew something was wrong with my mom. And I prayed she wasn't mad at me or upset with me.

Doctor Lee walked in with her clipboard and sat down in the small spin chair. "Goodmorning Luna, and Ms. Vince" Dr. Lee smiled at the two of us.

I offered back a simple smile leaning back on the table, I was feeling a tad bit light headed.

"What seems to be the problem?" She asked, looking between my mom and I.

"Doctor Lee, Luna here has been experiencing some sickness at random times and she gets dizzy often. Just came in to make sure she was okay" My mom said, her voice was hinting as if Dr. Lee was supposed to know some thing.

Dr. Lee looked at my mother with a glint of worry in her eyes. She cleared her throat before turning back to me "I'm going to need to take blood, and a urine sample Luna. I'll back back" she said, before getting up and walking out of the room.

"Mom, what's wrong?" I asked her worriedly. "Nothing, calm down" She said, offering me a smile that anyone could tell was fake.

I gulped nervously as the door opened again, and a random lady came back in with a cart of random utensils that she needed.

"Good morning Luna" the nurse lady smiled. I smiled back at her but stayed silent, I  was beyond nervous.

"I'll need a urine sample before I can draw any blood for health reasons" the nurse told her.

I nodded taking the small clear cup from her hand and walking into the bathroom a cross the hall. Opening the door, glancing back at her mother one last time before entering the bathroom.

When I entered a chill ran down my spine. She shivered a little shaking the feeling off before sitting down to use the bathroom.

When I was finished a stared at my pee sample in the cup; I cringed a little looking away. I washed up quickly before returning to the small room.

When I walked into the room Dr. Lee and my mother seemed to be discussing something but quickly shut their mouth when I walked back in.

"Done?" Dr. Lee asked, giving me an energetic smile. It made me sick to my stomach. I nodded slightly, handing her the cup.

"Alright Luna, Nurse Scarlet will be in to take your blood I'll be back shortly" Dr. Lee informed me, she grabbed the sample before leaving the room.

As a silence set in the room my nerves finally settled, but then my mom spoke again. "You know Matthew is worried about you" she tells me.

I nodded. I figured he was. Matthew tries everyday to see me and talk to me. I can't bare looking at him right now; for my own guilty conscience.

"I can't talk to him" I stated not making eye-contact with her. "Luna, don't push Mathew away. He just wants to help" she tells me.

"He's helped enough, he made this mess as much as I did" I snapped, referring to Jack and I's breakup.

For awhile sitting here made me forget about him. But my own mention of him, made my heart ache. I swallowed the lump in my throat and pushed back the tears that pinched at my eyes.

When my mother was about to open her mouth and say something Nurse Scarlet opened the door and walked in with a cart of the essentials she needed to take my blood.