Everything I Could Never Tell You

Help Me...

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I am trapped.

Inside of this body.

My brain is scattered,

My heart is disembodied

I made mistakes that I have regretted dreadfully,

It's the past that's holding me back.

It crawls its way up to me, with its evil grin and whispering words,

"C'mon girl, you'll never be good!

You're worthless and forgotten, just like you should!"

I try to ignore it  and just lock it out

But it won't quit, just keeps its pursue.

Maybe I do need to accept the beginning

To get to the end with my hands up in victory,

Maybe I need to forget the horrible past

So I won't want to destroy my life.

I am depressed and will always be

There is no change and never will be.

The Devil is so close to me

I can hear him breathe,

Trying to lure me to go with him

I think about it.

I want to sign the contract.

He laughs  and laughs and laughs,

And won't shut up

I wait until I find my saving grace

So he can save me.

But it hasn't come and I think I will give up.

My hand is shaking as I hold the pen

The ink is dripping waiting for me

To sign my name and make it final.

I am trapped.

And am waiting for my saving grace.

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