I Ruin Everything

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by avalon101

by avalon101

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated anymore... I've been busy with...school. Blame the teachers, not me. Anyway, hopefully you all like this. My writing skills aren't as good as they used to be and in this poem there will a lot of repeated words (like I said, can't think of creative "outside of the box" stuff) but y'all, please read, vote, and comment! I was recently on the "best poems" list or something but now I'm not, and all y'all's support would be AWESOME!

So please forgive me! HOPE YOU LIKE IT ANYWAY!!!! ;)

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I can't take it anymore

I'm tired and sore

I realize the fighting has to end

It feels like everything depends on me

I know I can control it

If I don't let it get to me

My mind makes me believe

I can just put it off till the end of the week

But as the days count down

I start to get stressed

And can't calm down

I rush everything

And start to freak

Because all of it is a mistake

The answer is fake

In the end when the result is final

I scream at myself for what I had done

Because of all the trouble I caused

For me and my family

I think what would be best for all of us

Is if I leave so I can't cause

Anymore trouble and stress

There are so many things I long for

But I can't do it anymore.

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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I have been SUPER busy and distracted. I want to try and make a goal of posting a poem every 2 weeks. Thanks for always being there and supporting! I love all of you! Keep reading, voting, and commenting please! Love you my dearies!

---Avalon out!