Does It Ever Get Better? (On Hold. Again. I'm Sorry)

Mason Vincent's Poem...Not A Chapter

The day of love, Just look above.
A bunch of kisses, and sweets mixed with flowers.
Pain consumed his mind
As it happened all the time.

He was told, he was "loved"
Though to his surprise,
It was all just a bunch of lies.

Love was all he needed
Though he was scared to tell the truth.
No one would accept him,
By then it would be too soon.
He didn't want to be that way,
It wasn't his fault he was gay...

Love was his enemy,
But the blade was his friend.
His arms were cut, and scarred...
He said "it didnt matter, nothing matters in the end"

He cried, and cried,
As no one laid by his side.

No one ever said "I care"
This was a holiday of love..
But to him it was only a nightmare...
~

A Good Friend.

This poem was written by me and someone else, it was for one of my old friends who is no longer here, it literally kills me, each year, when it's his birthday, this disgusting day, just all the time, I apologize that this isn't a Chapter, and maybe I'll update one later, but for now....

Mason, was such a sweet sensitive kid. He was gay, and he's had some boyfriends but they only used him, and if I saw them again, I wouldn't think twice before I killed them, you know what you did! Mason felt unloved, he drank at the age 14. And he couldn't tell his parents, they were full out Christian, and Mason thought that his dad would beat him, and he'd be kicked out...he was bullied horrendously, and he figured... that it was time for him to go and I. I couldn't stop him...

I'm so sorry Mason, why couldn't you just see you'd be accepted. And loved...

I apologize for spelling mistakes I broke down crying hear and there...

Please, do me a favor...never ever treat someone so badly, accept them for who they are. Be the guy/girl that stands up and helps them through the this world...baby steps, step by step...

Thank you...