Dirty Little Secrets (Emblem3 fic)

Chapter 16 I wish.

Chelseas POV

Drew carried me back to his house with Wesley and Keaton behind us. He sat me on the couch as Him and Wesley went to the kitchen. I pulled my knees to my chest as Keaton just stared at the floor. "Are you alright?" He chocked out. He didn't want to look at me. "Yeah Keats. I'm...okay." I put my head against my knees letting a few tears fall and hit my thigh. Drew and Wesley came back into the room with tea and blankets. I felt someones rough hand on my back and I looked up. It was Wesley. I pulled him toward the couch. He knew what I wanted. He wrapped me in a blanket and then wrapped his arms around me. Drew sat across from me strumming his guitar. Keaton sipped his tea. We were all quiet for so long I thought we had all forgotten how to make sentences out of words. So I broke it.

I pulled out of Wesley's Embrace and looked at Drew. "Thank you." He stopped strumming. "We'll always have your back Chelsea. No matter what." Wesley started to rub my back again. I got up and turned on his Tv and walked to the kitchen. When I rounded the corner I caught a glimpse of what I looked like in a mirror. My hair was all knotted and muddy and my face had mud and tear stains on it. I turned away quickly setting my tea on the counter. 

Someone touched my shoulder causing me to yelp and jump. "Sorry. Oh god Im so sorry I didn't mean to scare you." It was Wesley. I had my hand on my heart when I saw it was him I felt a twinge in my heart. "No no its me I'm sorry I'm just still very jumpy  and on edge." I was shaking my hand at him. I imagined I looked like my mother after her bf tried to apologise when he hit her and she blamed herself. He put his hand on the back of his neck and looked down at his feet. I don't know why I did it but I leaned in and kissed his cheek. He looked up at me shocked.  "Thanks for being there tonight. You guys saved me." He kind of smiled. "I thought you hated me." I chuckled. "Wesley I could never hate you you're one of my best friends." "But.." I put my hand on his shoulder trying to keep the tears back. "But nothing Wes. You'll always have a place in my heart. Even if its just a different love."

He looked at the ground and I pulled him into a hug. "I love you Wesley." He wrapped his arms around me and buried his face into my neck. "I love you too Chelsea." And at the same time we both said "To the moon and back." When we pulled away a few tears were falling down my face and Wesley had a smirk  and he wiped my tears away. He walked out of the kitchen and I began to sob.  This whole night has been so crazy and I just realized how tired I was. I walked back into the living room where Keaton has fallen asleep and Wesley has gotten cozy under a blanket as drew sits strumming. I walk over to Drew and lightly hit him in the shoulder. He looks up and my stomach churns and my mouth goes dry. "Uhm can I use your shower?" He looks me up and down and grins. "Yeah go for it. Do you need some clothes?" I nod. He gets up setting his guitar against his chair. He takes me upstairs and starts the shower. He goes into his room and pulls out some clothing and hands it to me. "May be to big but it should be okay for a night." He turns to go down the stairs when I grab his arm. He turns and I kiss him on his cheek.

He turns a little red as he gets a confused look. A tear started down my face. "Thanks for everything." He nodded a little bit and went down stairs. In the shower I cried. I cried for a good 30 mins as I began to notice bruises on my thigh and on my wrists. I got out of the shower. I dried off and put my hair up in a bun. I didn't feel like messing with it. I started to go threw the clothes that drew gave me. He gave me boxers, a pair of basketball shorts, and a Yums tee. I started to chuckle. I put on his Ethika boxers and the Tee. I threw the shorts on his bed. My cheek had a slight bruise on it. I shook my head and walked down the stairs. Drew was the only one still awake. Wes looked so adorable but then there was Keaton who literally almost made me laugh out loud. Drew just chuckled and shook his head.

"Do they fit okay?" I looked down. "Well the Tee shirt is baggy and so are the boxers so no but they're comfy and it feels good to be out of those clothes." He nodded. "Damn. You've got bruises all over." He swiped his thumb over the one on my cheek then looked at my wrists. "Battle wounds." I mumbled. He shook his head standing up. "You're one hell of a fighter that's for sure." I smiled a bit. "Want some Tea?" I shook my head yes and we went to the kitchen. As he made the tea I sat at the table watching him. 

"Drew?" He slightly turned."hmm?" I breathed in. "How did you guys know where I was?" He kept making the tea. "Jerry came and got us. We had actually went out looking for Wes and found him a block away when he told us what had happened. Jerry came running out of the woods and told us before he sprinted off. We also heard you muffled screaming." I looked down at my hands. "Whos Jerry?" He looked over at me. "He went to out highschool. Tall guy." I remember the third guy who ran. Thanks Jerry. "You guys are the best friends I could ask for. I heard him chuckle and smile. "You know when we found Wes he was crying." My head snapped up. "I know but honestly Drew. I miss Wesley being my friend. Like it was cool being his girlfriend and of course I love him and everything its just..." He sat my tea in front of me. " "Nothing stays the same way forever, your situation will change, the winds of time will blow the pain far away."

I rose my eye brow and grinned. "Thanks Gandhi." We sat there and talked for hours and finally I yawned first. "Ha I knew you'd crack you always do!" I rolled my eyes. "I'm exhausted alright. I had a rough day." He looked down at his tea. I had something on my mind and since I was tired I blurted it out.

"I wish I could go back in time to that party and just not go. I wish I had the power to stop all pain from existing and I wish...." He was starring at me with a concerned look on his face so I smiled at him. "I wish....I was on an island where no one could find me and I could sit on the beach and watch the sun come up." He looked at me cocked his head to the side and I saw his eyes light up. He just had an idea. "You can have my bed Ill sleep on the couch." I turned around and looked at the couches. Wesley was sprawled out on one and on the other Keaton. "Yeah no you take youre bed Ill sleep in the floor." He stood up shaking his head. "No come on we'll share." The thought of sharing a bed with Drew made me nervous but I was to tired to argue. We crawled in bed and he turned one way and I the other. I would never do anything with Drew. I just left Wesley. Although I can say that night I dreamnt of Drew for the first time in a long time and no night mares.

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filler chapter. The story is about to come to an end although I can crank out a few more chapters and I will at least until chapter 20 but I have already started to write the ending and I gotta say I love it. THANKS FOR READING AND VOTING I LOVE YOU!