Catching my breathe I laid down quietly after all of this my heart just hurts I'm trying to stay healthy for my babies in less then a week we have a wedding I'm sick and I'm left to plan it alone only thing Devin said is that our wedding has to be purple and white so I just went with it I really should have told him last month about the baby but he is just so happy you should see his eyes the way he talks to my stomach its just so cute
"Babe Faith's hungry." Devin said coming up the stairs while on the phone he went straight into the bathroom
"No hi babe or how's your day been but okay." I got up and waddled down the steps almost tripping but I caught myself I walked into our huge kitchen and grabbed some stuff to make dinner I decided on something easy like pork chops potatoes s Mac & cheese cause I was feeling faint after it was all done I called faith and Dev into the dinning room
"Momma it's smells good." Faith said while sitting
"Yes it does so how's the planning going." Dev asked as I put some pork chops Mac & cheese on his and faith plate
"good very good but stressful." I said walking back to the kitchen to get the potatoes my vision. Blurred "babe here you g-o sorry um d-o yo- you." Before I could finish I fell to the floor blackness filled my eyes I could here faint screaming and faiths cried but they were getting softer and softer until everything was still and quiet
I woke to a hospital room why am I always in these stupid things I just feel like I need to get better I'm going to stop doing stupid stuff but what can I do now I can't get an abortion now and if I have the baby I might die I should've just told Devin what was going on I'm selfish
"Your awake okay can you yell me your name ." The doctor asked
"Kalani love Williams am I okay." O asked nervous
"Yeah you've been sleep for 3 days and if you hadn't noticed you lost your baby I'm really sorry he was growing to fast and your body couldn't catch up with him he was killing you so we got him out yesterday." He said sadly
" I'm okay I guess it needed to be done do I get to see him. " I asked teary eyed
"Yes we just need to run some test and you'll be cleared." I nodded and laid down Devin walked in looking pissed
"Im so fucking happy your alive why would you do that I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you would've died I love you yo much." He said tears falling down his face I smiled
"Ik I'm sorry I just knew how much you wanted to have a boy." I said softly
"Yeah I did but if it makes you like this then I don't want it I'm fine with faith." He said kissing me well this wasn't as bad as I thought Im really happy I have Devin he is everything
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OKAY SO GUYS THIS IS THE end of the book BUT THERE IS A 3rd BOOK THAT HAS THE WEDDING IN IT AND FOCUSES MORE ON DANIEL AND KEVINS RELATIONSHIP SO THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THAT BOOK WILL COME IN APRIL
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