First Love [EDITING]

13❤Drugged

(*Ahmads POV*)

"Starrs heartbeat is to slow, they going to turn off her life support"

I shook my head and ran to the counter "don't turn off Starr Smith life support"

"Sir there's nothing we can do, we have to turn it off"

"Please don't turn it off" another doctor ran out of no where and whispered in the lady at the counter ear. She looked up and smiled at me. The fuck she smiling for, I started to walk away before I cuss this fat bitch out. "Sir, Starr Smith, she's breathing on her own now. She going to live" I turned around "are you serious"

"Yeah, you can see her in 10 minutes but she still sleep" I ran back to the waiting room which was just out side of the desk the lady was at. I had a big ass cool aid smile on my face. "She's breathing on her own, she's going to live" everyone's faces lit up. "We can see her in 10 minutes the doctor said" Everybody smiled and my mom gave me a hug.

My baby was on her death bed, now she breathing good. That's a miracle. I swear she a soldier. The doctor that was whispering in the other doctor ear came and directed us to her room. I still had my laptop in my hands.

As soon as we walked in Starr opened her eyes. "Hey love" she said softly. I walked up to her and kissed her forehead. "What happened" she asked trying to move but she couldn't. She had blood marks on her arm from the glass. Her face was all bruised up. That shit hurt me to look at her like that. That's my fucking best friend, my life I love that girl with all my heart.

I pulled out my laptop and played the video for her. She just burst out into tears. She tried to sit up but she screamed in pain "Take it easy Ma, you broke your ribs, you gotta chill out here for a bit" Jordan said walking up to her, that only made her cry more. Her mom gave her a kiss, and so did my mom. Kayla sat in the back of the room looking lost. "Who did this Ahmad"

"That dude from the park, a couple days ago. He was watching us and he knew I was leaving the GA for a week and that was his opportunity to hurt the one I love"

"What are you talking about Ahmad" my mom chimed in. Shit I forgot to tell moms what I do. I wasn't going to but now I have to.

"Nothing Mom" I said trying to dismissed the conversation, my moms Ain't having it though.

"Boy, if you don't tell me what you talking about imma back hand the shit out you" Damn she embarrassing me infront of my friends and shit, but I can't say nothing. After a long pause I spoke up. "Im a hitman" I said looking at the ground I knew moms was about to give it to me.

"Boyyyyy, I know your ass Ain't in these streets"

"I am ma" I looked up at her and she shook her head at me, she had so much hurt in her eyes. My moms my world she supported me. She all I have besides Starr. My mom took care of me, struggling to keep me fed and I just hurt her. Thats my fucking Queen, I guess you can say Im a Mommas boy.

" that's not for you Ahmad you have a bright ass future beside in the fucking game, your father was in the game he left me when I told him about you. I don't want you to end up like him boy, I thought I did something right you putting you family in danger" she said choking from tears that flowed down her face.

I stood up and walked to her, I pulled her into a hug. "Im sorry Ma, but I gotta do what I gotta do" I whispered. She pushed me off her. "Starr ill be back to see you later, love you honeys" she said blowing Starr a kiss.

"Love you to". She left, I sat on the side of the bed. "Why the fuck is my sides and my head hurting" Starr yelled in pain. "Watch your mouth" Starr momma said. This her first time cussing in front of her mom when they not arguing.