First Love [EDITING]

14❤ Not For Us

Starrs POV

Ugh, they said that my breathing is causing it to drop. I don't know why. I woke up to nobody in my room except the nurse she was putting blankets on the bed. "Thanks love but Im hot"I said sweetly. She looked at me crazy. "Is something wrong" I asked her, nice but I had a 'Bitch what you looking at' face. "It was just earlier today you where so mean to me, I guess those pills do give people mood swings and attitudes"

"Im sorry, but I have no idea what your talking about"

"Yeah, the pills have a lot of side affects, attitude, mood swings, memory lost"

"Oh, Im sorry for what ever I said to you"

"It's ok, but your boyfriend is not ok, I think he left or something"

"What happened" I asked her getting teared up. I hope I didn't say or do anything to ruin our relationship.

"Well, when you called me a skinny bitch, he told you to shut and you told him to shut up, I stepped in and said that I wasn't paying you any attention because I know the causes of the medicine, he was like still don't let her talk to you like that, and you said 'so your taking up for this bitch' and he was like yeah your being rude and, that's when you said you hated him, you wish you never met him, you wish he wasn't your first and you wished you never fallen in love with him, he didn't say anything back, he tried to walk out but your mom stopped him, that was when you passed out and every one had to leave the room" she exclaimed.

Omg I just busted out into tears, "can I go see if he's out there"

"No, not in that condition you can't leave the bed"

"Please" I said still crying. She sighed and told me she'll be right back. When she came back in she had a wheelchair. I guess I can't walk with broken ribs. She helped me out of bed , that was the worst part, everything on my body ached as I got out of bed. My head, my shoulders, sides, stomach,feet just everything.

She rolled me to the waiting room. Ahmad was sitting there staring into space he didn't even see me walk in. "Ahmad, baby" I said softly. He still kept his eyes on the wall or what ever he was staring at. I leaned up and kissed his face, he pushed me away gently. "Man stop" he stood up.

"Please-"

"Please what Starr, I haven't did shit but be there for you. You wish you never met me now, really after 15 years (A/N: they both 20 now so, yeah 15 Lol), I gave my all to you Starr, treated you like my queen, and you hit me with that you wish you never fallen in love with me bull shit, Im out." He grabbed his lap top and started walking out, I felt this sharp pain through my chest "ahhhhhhh" I screamed in pain.

"Are you alright honey" the doctor said sweetly. "No, had this sharp pain through my chest" I looked around to see everybody there except, Ahmads mother. But it was cool. I looked at the door to see Ahmad there staring at me. "Can I talk to her for a minute" he said. The doctor nodded and he pulled my wheelchair to the side of everyone. "So, where over, Im coming to get my stuff, and you can have the house"

"No, Ahmad please, I didn't even know what happened until the doctor told me the whole story, there is no me without you. Ahmad I need you in my life, what ever I said back there, it wasn't me, I would never want to loose you no matter what, I got you, and your suppose to have me. We made a promise. I know I hurt you but, I swear, that was not me, you know me. Plus I would never even talk to someone who's trying to help me rudely, I said sorry to the doctor. I regret this whole day" He looked at me and shook his head. I had the biggest heart ache right there. "Say something, please"

He just looked at the floor, "I got something to handle at about 2 in the morning"

"What, is that"