First Love [EDITING]

20❤️ Flip The Script

Ahmads POV

After the shit that just went down Im done with Starr. Co parent is all that it will be..... Who am I kidding I fucking love that girl with every part of me. I wanna be with her, I wanna marry her, I wanna have her to myself. I want her to be all mines. I laid on the couch at my moms house mad at myself, and at Starr.... why Im mad at her I don't know... Im hurt by what she said but I know she only said it out of anger, well I hope she did anyways.

That's where I fucked up at, blowing shit out of proportion. Ima stay away from Starr cause I know she don't want me to be around her. I just know she don't. I got some clothes for a couple of nights and went across the street to my moms house. I walked in and was greeted Starrs mom. "Hey baby, what you doing here so late" she asked kissing my cheek.

"Hey momma and I said some shit to Starr that I regret" I spoked rubbing my face

"Come on and get some cake and tell me what happened baby" she said and walked into the kitchen.

We talked and I told her what happen. She thinks it was just that Starr was mad that I said I wasn't going to marry her. I would give her the world plus more. Nobody could ever take her place and I mean that. i thought about it over and over again and I need to go over there and apologize to her. I grabbed my keys and walked out my moms house and went back across the street to my house. I let my self in and heard Starr crying on the couch, I walked over to her and rubbed her arm, she jerked away from me.

I let it go and walked upstairs, Cario was at the top of the stair case with his head in his lap. "Daddy why won't mommy stop crying?" he questioned. I ignored it and picked him up. "Why you up so late" I asked

"Cause I want to make mommy feel better"

"I'll make mommy feel better, Im going to take you over grandmas so you can spend the night" I said and he nodded. I took him over moms house and came back in Starr wasn't on the couch. I went into our bedroom and saw her in the bathroom in the mirror, I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Get off me" she pleaded. I ignored her and kissed all over her neck. I flipped her around and pushed her against the wall. "Im sorry" I whispered and walked up to her.

I ripped her button down shirt open revealing her whole body she had nothing under, no bra, no panties just socks. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I kissed all over her body aggressively. "Ahmad" she moaned out. I rose her up more to where her legs are around my neck. I licked her 'treasure' she moaned out, I did the same two more times. "Ahhh stop playing" she moaned out and grabbed the back of my head. I sucked, licked and did all kinds of tricks with my tongue.

Then she said something to really piss me the fuck off. So pissed I dropped her ass. "Ahhhhh Nazr" She moaned out. Nazr is she fucking serious. I dropped her ass on the hard bathroom floor. "What the fuck" she yelled. "I should ask you the same, Are YOU FUCKING NAZR" I yelled angry at her ass. She covered her mouth. "Hell Naw, look I didn't mean to say his name... it's just-" I cut her ass off Im not Trynna hear that bullshit.

"BS! I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU FUCKING HIM IMA KILL YO ASS AND HIM TO" I snapped at her. She stood up off the ground. "Let me fucking talk" she demanded standing up off the ground. "Fuck anything you got to say" I said and walked out the bathroom and into the closet with Starr on my feet trying to explain herself. I reached on the top self and pulled my gun out my box and put some bullets in it. "What the fuck is that in my house for"

"Don't worry about it" I said coldly and left to Nazrs house I got some shit to take care of.

Starr

On my life and everything I love I did NOT mean to say Nazrs name. I- I wasn't thinking, and when he picked me up and ate me out it reminded me of what Nazr did, he always did that. I can't believe I said his name. I haven't spoken nor seen Nazr since I left New YorK. FOUR YEARS AGO. Now I fucked up, script flipped. I feel so horrible right now I just wanted to sleep.

I crawled into bed and laid down and soon fell into a deep sleep....

Ahmad

I banged on Nazr door beyond pissed, hell I was LIVID! The door was snatched open with this nigga hair all fucked up that shit grew wild. "What you doing over here banging on my shit for dog, it's two in the fucking morning" he said dragging his hands all across his face. "You fucking Starr" I said getting straight to the point. "What the fuck, I haven't seen or talked to Starr in four years"

"Why the fuck she moaning yo name for" I yelled at him and pulled out my gun. He threw his hands in the air as defense. "Are you serious, I left that a long time ago, Im engaged, look go home Im sure Starr just had a flashback" with that he walked in his apartment and closet the door. I was so aggravated. I was way beyond pissed.

I went to my moms house and Cario wasn't there Im guessing Starr came and picked him up cause she hates being by herself.

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Short chapter, lets not complain! I've had writers block😔