First Love [EDITING]

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Chapter 7

Starr

When we got upstairs I forgot I still had to deal with the Ahmad thing. I didn't want to at all, out of everybody I didn't expect for him to do me the way that he did."Ayee let me talk to you for a minute" he said as he stood up from the couch. We walked to my room and I sat on the bed while he stood in front of me.

"I'm sorry about what ever happened, I'm sorry I left with Kerri but that's my girl and I want to last with her, you will always be my bestfriend."

I through my head back and sighed at the the words that just came out of his fucking mouth. "You forreal" I said getting loud with this nigga.

"Chill the fuck out Im not finished" I lifted my head up then rolled my eyes at him. "She told me to tell you she was sorry and came to those accusations that me and you had sex"

I busted out laughing "that bitch can't be serious if she think she gone disrespect me and get away with that shit, Every time I see her I'm beating her ass" I said through gritted teeth.

"See that's your fucking problem Starr, you hold grudges against people when they said they apology, you want people to suffer like you are, that shits not about to fly with some people. You need to let that shit go and keep moving forward" he said getting loud with me.

My face went blank. "Well that's me, and if you don't like it GOOD FUCKING BYE. Fake ass. Out of everybody your suppose to understand me the most"

"Starr I love yo ass to death, and you about to talk to me about being as fake ass friend, my shit been real since day one, you the one that changed. When we was younger you were sweet, loving and always told me what's real, ever since your mother kicked you out of her life you changed, it's like you don't give to shits about the people in your life that want to be there for you, and love you. But your to fucking stupid to realize you have somebody on your damn side"

I started crying,Ahmad has never talked to me like that. "If that's how you feel leave this, leave this thirteen year "friendship" I thought we had, you don't have to be here, Im not begging you to be here for me. That's your choice" I said through tears.

"See that's the shit Im trying to tell your stupid ass, I want to be here for you Starr, I love you too much to ever walk away, if you was any other person out here I would have been done left this shit. I've never thought what life would be with out you, you're why I wake up everyday, my heart beats for you, but you're to blinded by the bad things you forgot everyone ain't bad in this world. You have people that care about you, to the point where they would kill for your ass, to the point were if they lost you they would lose themselves. And Im one of them" he was in my face holding it to where I was looking at him cause I had turned my head away.

"Your my reason Starr" Ahmad let go of my face I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I do see it, I don't want you to leave me Ahmad, I hate to see you hurt, and it kills me to know that I'm the reason why. I love you so much and I don't plan on living without you, together or not, you're still my first love, you got me and I got you, we got a bond that nobody can break, I don't want to break"

He turned around in my arms and gave me a forehead kiss. That was the first time he kissed me since that incident months ago when me and Nazr had our first date. He was looking down at me, his arms grabbed me and pulled me closer to him. I wanted to kiss him, but decided against it. I had forgot that Nazr was still here, in the living room. I leaned in then he leaned in just when our lips was centimeters away from each other we both pulled away at the same time.

"I love you Meechy" he looked at me hella stupid and started laughing "When was the last time you called me Meechy"

"When we was like nine" I said while laughing