First Love [EDITING]

16❤ Weak

Starrs POV

5 MONTHS LATER!

Im about to pop dude. Like Im huge! I hate being pregnant my hormones are out of control. Im due In 1 week. I can't wait to bring my son home. I couldn't be happier than I am now. When I first told Kayla she was happy that she was getting a nephew but she didn't like that I wasn't going to tell Ahmad about my son.

FLASHBACK

"Starr- you- you pregnant"? She asked.

I was in the mirror looking at my baby bump when Kayla busted in my room. I shook my head at her. She ran up and gave me a hug. When she pulled away she squealed, "Im having a nephew or niece"

I giggled "A nephew" she squealed again.

"Does Ahmad know"

"No, Im... Not going to tell him" I said back. Her smile was washed off her face when I told her that. "Why" she asked disappointed in me

"Cause, I just don't want to.. I don't know"

"Your scared"

"Yeah"

"It's ok boo, your secret is safe with me"

END OF FLASHBACK

Im setting his room up now. It's mainly blue. Blue everything, blue crib, blue dresser, blue hamper blue walls. I bought him a little bit of clothes I haven't really gotten him much, because I want to do most of the shopping with Ahmad.

Speaking of his daddy. I want to tell Ahmad so bad. But every time I ask him when is he coming down here he says he has a lot of stuff going on in his life right now, he's been in the studio making beats and stuff, he's working hard plus what if it gets around ATL Im pregnant with his baby it's not safe with the shit he does in the streets see what happen to me a couple months ago, I don't want it to be out there I have a child.

Im excited though. Ima be the best mom there is. He kicking hard as hell. My little munchkin he about to be fly. Nobody can be as happy as me right now like nobody. Im already in love with him.

You girls would think Im crazy cause Im excited. A child is a blessing and Im happy that I'm having this blessing. My son is the only thing making me happy. Ugh I can't wait to have him.

I just finished painting his room, Yes a pregnant lady still get around. I got blue paint all on one of My shirt. Gosh I miss Ahmad so much. We don't talk a lot. We talk like once a month if even that. When we do talk I rush him off the phone cause I feel like Im going to blurt it out. I think Im going to see if he can come down here and surprise him.

Ahmads POV

I miss Starr so much. We haven't spoken in a month. I wanna call her so bad but every time I do it seem like she don't want to talk to me or she hiding something. I can't stop thinking about her. I wanna surprise her by going down there but with work I don't have the time. I been in the studio a lot and Andre got me running around ATL all the time.

Me and Ashley, we good. We kind of getting deep. I think I love her. She just nerve wrecking and ghetto. She's cool though. Right now we at the studio chilling smoking. Im with my niggas Nazr, Jordan and Tay.

I was making this dope beat when my phone went off. Caller I.D from "The Wifey😘😏" indicating that it's Starr. I looked at it and furrowed my eyes at it and answered it. "Wassup Wifey" I said laughing. I was high as fuck.

"Wifey?" She questioned

"Yeah, you still wifey, long time no speak"

"Yeah, I know.. I miss you" she said sighing.