First Love [EDITING]

4 ❤ Official

Chapter 4

Nazr

So me and Starr we have a strong bond, we've been going strong for a month now, haven't argued once. I haven't moved in yet, I'm just trying to see where her heads at. We haven't had sex yet either, I'm getting sexually frustrated. Im just not used to not having sex so early in a relationship, but I'm willing to wait for Starr. Shes dope as hell, she cooks, cleans, does my hair, she got her own and she hates when a nigga try and spoil her, but I do it anyways, that's my baby.

Right now Im at home I think Im going to send her some roses. My birthday is next week, she says she has a surprise for me I don't know what the hell it is, but I hate surprises, specially when she keeps teasing me about it.

Ahmad

So Starr go with my nigga Nazr at first I didn't approve of it and I have to admit I was tripping. But I loved Starr, im in love with Starr how can she not have seen that by my actions? But it's cool I know Nazr aint gone hurt her and if he did we would have problems. I don't play about Starr, she's been hurt to much and I'm suppose to protect her, I'm all she had, and I refuse to have her crying. But I believe Nazr ain't gone hurt her, if he did he was stupid as hell. I'm over that jealousy shit, I've been talking to this girl name Kerri, she short as hell, She reminded me of Starr, except she a Asian with a quarter of black. hopefully everyone liked her, and by everybody I meant Starr.

She was stubborn as hell and she didn't hesitate to snap on anybody. If Kerri so happened to look at Starr wrong, say something wrong, or approach her wrong she would snap. But that was one more reason why I loved that girl.

Anyways I was headed to pick up Kerri to take her out to eat. She had been complaining about how we never went anywhere together besides parties. I was finally taking her out to a nice restaurant to spoil her. When I pulled up to her house she came out looking bad ass hell. Her hair was straight with a middle part and she had on a cute fitted cream dress with matching heels. Her make up was light but she didn't really need it.

She was Starr complexion but a little shorter but Starr was thicker than her. Starr's ass was way fatter and her breast were more plump. I pushed thoughts of Starr when Kerri got in and leaned over to kiss me. I kissed back and drove off to the nicest restaurant in Georgia.

Starr

Me and Nazr are good as hell, he's a chill person and I like that. Our relationship is good, he's been thinking about moving in. He says he's sexually frustrated and I just bust out laughing, it's not that I don't want to have sex but, I'm trying not to rush it like what if something happens. What if he doesn't like what I have to offer and goes somewhere else. I'm just not ready, well I'm ready it's just I want to see if he can wait until his birthday... Yes that's the surprise.

So I'm at the mall chilling with Kia, she brought this girl name Ja' she's cool and all, but I'm not letting my guard down, I don't trust these hoes. Ja' and I look slightly alike she's the same yellow color, she a has natural curly hair too, she got curved and a fat ass like me too. The only thing is she needs to glo' up and she could be my twin, I mean she wasn't sloppy looking its just the outfits she wore looked old and maybe that was her style. Kia got a call from her mom, talking bout some bring your ass home, me and Ja' was dying We laughing so hard, Kia was 18 she's grown, but her mom don't understand that. When Kia left it was just me and Ja'.

Today was Friday and on Saturday we was going to NightStand together and it was twin night so we wanted to twin. For our outfits we decided on a blunt pink cropped sweatshirt, olive green distressed jeans along with all pink Timberlands. We was going to be the flyest at the party and nobody could tell us shit.