Ahmads POV.
It's been about two weeks since Starr left ATL. I miss her like crazy man. Im with Ashley though she cool but the bitch don't Cook, she don't clean she don't do shit she just Dont. But she can blow my mother fucking pockets man. She shops and when she shops she spend hella bands. With Starr, she would want to pay for her own shit that's how independent she is with Ashley she look at me to pay like what the fuck. I don't like that I need an independent chick.
Ashley on her last straw she about to get put the fuck out. Last week was crazy ass fuck. I want Starr and I can't deny it no more. I DIDNT cheat on Starr with Ashley. Me and Ashley been talking for a while now I decided to make her mines. I wanted something new to try plus Starr was leaving I made up my mind.
Ashley she like a temporary hoe. Starr know where she stand she even told Ashley. Starr won't answer my calls or nothing. I just need to hear her voice and ill be good. Me and Ashley sitting on the couch watching Tv,Ashley laying on my chest.I can't keep Starr off my mind no matter how hard I try. I picked my phone and dialed her number. "Who you calling" Ashley asked me.
"Starr" I simply said
"Stop calling that bitch"
"Mane she not a bitch stop calling her that"
"Yes she is"
"Move Ashley" I tried to push her off me cause she pissing me off.
"Im sorry" she said getting on her knees. That's the thing about Ashley she give that Fah head. She pulled me out my basketball shorts and went to work. I groaned while pushing her head down deeper.
My phone started going off. I answered it not looking at the call log. "Talk" I said into the phone not trying to groan cause Ashley was hitting that spot with her tongue.
"Hey" she said into the phone. Her beautiful voice warmed my heart. She sounded like she forgot all the shit that went down. Im wondering why she calling me.
Starr POV
Im in NewYork. It's really busy down her everybody always doing something. I found the PERFECT condo for myself. It's three bedrooms and its fully furnished. It's on the tenth floor so Im really high up. I have a beautiful view of New York. I love it I love it. II've been down here for two weeks now. I already started school. I love it so much.
I've been really sick though like throwing up. I think Im home sick. I miss GA. I miss my family I miss my friends.. I miss Ahmad the most though. I can't keep him out my head like everything I do traces back to Ahmad I can't stop having flashbacks of us and the good times.
I was at home lonely as fuck. It's scary being down here by myself but I have to do what I have to do. I feel so empty without Ahmad. I need him in my life. I was blasting my music to get rib of the silent. for some reason I can't stop crying.
"I aint got nothin ta say to you
I cant even believe you"
"You know what
Im too fly for this shit"
"You playin yourself"
"Here we go Here we go again Now you tellin me"
"That she is just a friend Then why she callin you"
"At 3 o'clock in tha mornin
(I cant take this no more)"
[Verse 1: Trina]
"Look nigga Whatchu think this is? You treat me like a random chick"
"You done forgot who introduced you to rocks"
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First Love [EDITING]
DragosteStarr and Ahmad have been friends since they we're five years of age. Ahmad was Starr's first everything. With their mom's being best friends, they grew up together. As children they never got along, but ended up falling for each other becoming best...