First Love [EDITING]

5 ❤ We Meet Again

Starr

Four Months Later

Me and Nazr have been going strong for five months and I was happier that ever. He's amazing, I fucking love him. Right now we were on our way to Walmart to get some thing for my apartment then we're going to the mall, cause he wants to spoil me. We was in Walmart in the frozen food isle. As Nazr was grabbing ice cream I smack him on his head and ran backwards and ended up bumping into someone. "I'm so so-" I stopped mid sentence

"Oh my god, Kayla" I gasped surprised to see my little sister. I pulled her into a hug and she hugged me back tightly, I had tears forming in my eyes. Seeing my sister was like a mother seeing her first born. I haven't seen Kayla in almost eight months. I missed her so much. As our hug broke I looked up and saw my mom, she had tears running down her face, I gave Kayla my number then walked away, I didn't have shit to say to my mom even though I wanted to. I wanted to hug her, kiss her, I wanted to feel the motherly love I haven't felt since I left. When I walked away she tried to grab my arm. "Starr can we talk" she said so soft.

"Yeah, later" I said dryly

"Bu-"

"It's not the place, or time" I said interrupting her sounding aggravated as hell.

"Ok, I'll call you later"

I shook my head and pulled Nazr as we walked away. He didn't say anything about what just happened. We finished our shopping and it was quiet for awhile. As we were putting the groceries in the car he spoke first. "Starr your family is beautiful as hell" he opened my door for me and I got in and closed it. He ran to the other side and got in as we drove home.

"Thanks" A smile managed to spread across my face but quickly disappeared. He was right my mother was fucking gorgeous, her mid length dark brown hair, her perfect body, her deep almond shaped eyes. And my little sister, she looked exactly like me except less developed, her hair had more of a wavy than curly like mine. She had her dads hair and I had my dads hair. We had different fathers but we still managed to look more and more alike as months went on.

"You wanna talk about it" he said while driving us in the direction of my apartment.

I wanted to talk about it but at the same time I didn't. "Sure" I said just so I could get some things of my chest.

"About your mom, why didn't you hug her" he asked.

"Look, when I turned eighteen I decided it was time for me to leave. She always wanted to control me and I wasn't the type to take her bullshit, so I took my trust fund money and got my own apartment. But after I left she begged me to come back and when I said no, she told Kayla that she couldn't come over my house anymore, and she blocked my number from their phone. I wasn't allowed to go over there to see her or anything" I said as I started crying. "My sister was my bestfriend, my only friend, that was my heart and she took that away, all because I left her and she couldn't control me anymore" I said as the tears poured out my eyes.

Nazr pulled the car over, he grabbed my face whipped my tears. He held me tight for along time. He was my shoulder to cry on, but I wanted Ahmad here, I wanted Ahmad to hold me. It was bad but that's what I wanted Nazr he made me feel good, but he doesn't know my past like Ahmad did, I need Ahmad at this moment. As he held me and I cried on his shoulders, then my phone vibrated, I ignored it and Nazr whipped my tears away and gave me a kiss then continued driving. I looked at my phone and it was a text from my mom

Unknown Number-Hey baby, it's your mom, I was wondering if you would like to come over and have dinner with Me and Kayla and you can bring your friend that was with you at Walmart if you'd like.