It had been a few week since we lost my mum and I was finally coming to terms with it we finally named the baby Judith she was one of Carl's teachers that's were he got the name I fell in love with the name straight away Ino my mum would of to "hey " I heard glen say from behind me which startled me abit spinning round I smile at him "hey you guys all set ?" I asked him ,him and Maggie are going on a run for some more supplies "yea maggies just getting her things together then where heading out you sure you don't won't to come ?" He said to me I don't no what's wrong with me but the last few runs I've refused to go on I just won't to be here make sure I can protect judy and Carl "nah I'm good " I said to him with a smile "ok we'll see you when we're back " he said to me so I nodded "be safe okay come home !" I said to him and he nodded walking past me grabbing my shoulder then walking away I made my way back to are cell block and bumped into Maggie "hey be safe out their okay come back " I said to her givin her a hug we've all been scared of loosing people lately it's just after loosing T my mum and Carol it's just a heavy wait to take on "you stay safe to okay take care of that baby " she said to me giving me a smile and walking of I turn and spot Beth with Judith so I start walking up to Beth "hey mind if I steal her for a bit ??"I asked chuckling at the end "no I think she missed you took me ages to get her settled after we swapped haha" she laughed I chuckled with her and took judy out of her arms and started to my cell I moved into a cell now because judy sleeps with me so I tough a room would be better than a perch I walked in and sat on my bed I miss my mum and just looking at Judith reminds me of my mum she's the spit of her "I miss you mum !"I whispered looking up to the roof "I wish you could be here to see this to see her to just be hear I'm so sorry for everything mum all the ones I've hurt you upset you you was my world and I could never repay you for what you did you took me away from them people when nobody else would I miss you !"my convosation come to a stop and I just sat their holding judy waiting for my mum to reply but nothing came I just want to hear her voice (click) turning around I spot daryl at my door so i quickly turn away and wipe my eyes and get up "you okay ?"he asked me "fine "I said to him"Ino your not fine i heard every word kenzie your not fine stop pushing me away!" He said getting high-rated "your not my dad or my boyfriend you don't get to tell me what to do okay just leave me alone daryl !!"I said storming off I can't take this "hey Beth will you take judy for me please I just a need to do something real quick ??"I asked Beth and handed judy over before she could even answer I had to get out of hear getting out side I ran to one of the guard towers as soon as I got upstairs I burst out crying sliding down the walls onto my bum curling my legs up and lying my head in my knees sobbing my hold body was shaking why why did she have to die why did she leave me I needed her and she left I miss her I miss her so much I started to calm my self down taking deep breaths once I was calm and my breathing was normal I wiped my cheeks of all evidence I had been crying I didn't won't to show my dad how dad this made me it would break him even more getting off my bum I wiped all the dirt if it and opened the door climbing down the stairs getting into the court yard I seen Beth again walking around with judy in her arms so I walked over to her "hey I'll take her now you can have a break " I said to her chuckling at the end putting my arms out to take her "I'm gonna get some food thank you kenzi " she said giving me judy "no problem "I said back to her "hey you okay ??"she said looking at my eyes "yea why ?"I said avoiding eye contact with her "you look like you've been crying are you sure your okay ?" She said touching my shoulder "yea I'm fine "I said smiling at her "Ino your putting up a front to make your dad happy but you don't have to do that with me Ino your sad kenzie but you need to talk about it "she said not letting me walk passed her "no I don't I'm fine " I said to her trying to move passed her again but no luck "no your not stop lieing " she shouted at me "leave it alone Beth you won't understand " I said to her "I already do your sad but you just won't admit it !" She said getting pissed "NO YOU DONT GET IT because I'm not just SAD BETH I'm fucking heart broken I just cut my mum open to save my little sister and watched my brother shoot her in the face my dad who is wondering in crazy town my little brother who is growing up in a world where you have to kill your own mother to survive !!so no you don't no shit I'm dealing with it my own way just leave me alone ok I'm fine I'm helping keep the group together so just leave it be and mind your dam business ?!!" I was pissed after that I stormed away walking into the cell block I spotted daryl waiting at my door walking up I ignored him and walked into my room "you okay ?"he said walking in after me "peachy "I said back in a bitchy tone after laying judy in her home made cot I felt daryl walking closer to me then grabbed my hand and spun me around to face him "what's the matter ??" He asked again his face was so close to mine I looked at his lips then to his eyes them gorgeous blue eyes with out even thinking I smash my lips to his and we end up in a huge make out session he pushed me up against the wall and we pulled away from the kiss
"where the hell did that come from ?"he asked me holding my left cheek in his palm "nothing what I can't kiss you without having a reason ?"j said to him tilting my head to his hands "you no you can always talk to me I'm allways gonna be here for you i promise "he said to me looking straight into my eyes "talk talk dam I must be the most closed mouth son of a bitch walking the earth ,I don't won't to talk daryl their is nothing to talk about she's gone that's all their is to it "I said pushing away from him and walking down the stairs "hey Beth judys asleep in my room will you keep an eye on her for me ?"I asked Her as i got to the bottom of the stair "no problem "she said back I turned to the stair to spot daryl still staring at me so I storm out side making my way to the front gate to the tower Carl's in getting close enough I spot my dad and Carl out the gate grabbing this women and a baskett full of baby food i ran out and unsleathed my knife running up to a few walkers that got to close
Finally we get her to the cell block and my dad was poring water on her chest to try wake her up I walked out the room and picked Judith up out of Beth's arms them all of a sudden I seen daryl come out of a cell "where's your da ??" He asked me "in their why ??" I said getting curious "he's gonna wonna see this !" I as all he said
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Rick Grimes Bad Ass Daughter - A Daryl Dixon LoveStory
FanfictionMckenzie Grimes was the perfect daughter. Her dad was her world, her mum not so much. So when her dad got shot and was in a coma she went into self distruct mode and then the world turned to shit and her dad died. She's a lot like the redneck "Daryl...