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Chapter [16]

Chapter 16: My Jayson: Part 1
[picture of Jayson] might change him (but he suits the model on my book cover) to Wade Paezyn-please help me choose! Thanks xx

Previously

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Once we're nose to nose I say,

"Don't ever apologise for making such an appealing noise. You don't know how much that makes me want to mark and mate with you."

A heavy, lusted strangled growl is made out by me.

"Then mark and mate with me."

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Once those words left Jayson's mouth, I let out another desired growl that was buried inside me and Tori.

"You shouldn't have said that mate of mine; you don't know what you have woken within me." I struggled to keep control. Placing my arms towards Jayson's waist, I weave my arms through.

Jayson shuddered as he most likely felt the electric hum of the mate bond which also calmed down his heat to a significant amount.

"I know what I'm getting myself into." He moved his hands and held my upper arms. "I can't stand the pain and if the best solution is to mate then so be it. I think I'm ready to mate with you." His voice whispered smoothly and huskily, he was ready to mate.

"Are you sure? There will be no going back. My wolf Tori is trying to take control."

"I'm more than sure," he gently took one hand off my arm to my face and gently touched my skin as if afraid I will shatter at his very touch. "I don't mind if Tori takes control, you being here with me is what makes everything okay. You keep asking if I'm ready. What about you Carly, are you ready? Are you sure?"

I take in a sharp breath.

"I-I'm ready. I know I'm sure. Its t-hat -" I was crumbling, I was becoming weak. No! I tried so hard to keep this sharp facade.

Jayson's hand stops stoking my face but instead holds my cheek and presses against it for reassurance.

I gulp.

"I wish I could see you..." My eyes starts to burn and a lone tear drops, escaping the protection of my glasses down my cheekbone and into Jayson's lap.

Tori: You will be able to see him. You need to mate, stay strong my dear Carly.

I clear my throat. Jayson's hand lifts off to take my glasses and takes the other hand of my upper arm and gently wipes other stray tears.

"It's okay Carly. You're the strongest, most beautiful women I have ever seen. You make my body ignite in a spark of flames which seem to bring me to life. And.....and even though I don't know you as well as I want to get to know you, I can see so far that your amazing, you would help others, you keep your pack safe and have a hell of a reputation. I still want to get to know you"

As he takes my glasses and places it beside him. He takes in a sharp breath. I try taking my glasses back feeling insecure.

"Stop! Carly, don't! Did you even know that you have the most pure blue ocean eyes? Don't feel insecure everything I see is perfect, you are perfect. My perfect."

"Jayson.." I squeeze his waist.

"Its fine Carly, everyone needs a talk every now and then."

I let out a little snort.

"Thank you, Jayson." I felt much more...Reassured? Loved?

It felt like minutes past as we stood there, back to the same position we were in before, my arm around Jayson's waist and his hands on my upper arms. His scent grew as the minutes ticked by but I realised it was because I had been pulled into a hug by Jayson; I placed my face into his neck much more comfortably while he left his face buried into my blonde hair.