#Sealey

Mistakes..

*morning*
I woke up kinda late and Bailey wasn't beside me anymore. I removed my shirt and walked downstairs then I found Julian.
Julian:Morning bro.
Sean:yeah morning. So what do you normally do around here?
Julian:we go to the beach often.
Sean:ah.
Julian:do you want me to grab you a shirt cause...
Sean:actually I wanted to go outside-
Julian:oh okay. Well,let's go have breakfast.
I walked downstairs with Julian and I saw Bailey already eating.she sat with her legs crossed and she didn't even look at me once.
Sean:morning.
*silence*
Bailey:hey Julian can you please get me some water?
Julian:yeah sure.
She didn't say a word to me.just to Julian.
I walked behind her and kissed her head.she looked up at me and just stared at me blankly.
Sean:what?
Bailey:nothing...*looks back and eats*
I sit beside her and Julian gives her water.
Sean:err..lemme get a shirt.
I ran upstairs and grabbed one that lettered "Lewser"
I ran back down and she was still in the same position when I left.
Sean:are you okay?
Bailey:*nods head*
*sean sits beside her*
*looks down*
Bailey:I'm starting to think of..
Sean:what?
Bailey:staying here.
When she ended that sentence I felt really down.
Bailey:why did you come back for me?
I was supposed to say what Serris told me way back " because if someone loves you,they won't leave you.they will come back."
But instead I said this..
Sean:because..I missed you a lot.
Bailey:then why would you come even if you hurt me.you coming hurts me more.
Sean:I didn't know..Maybe I shouldn't have come in the first place.maybe I shouldn't have gone to that party.maybe i should have never fallen in love with you. *runs upstairs*
Bailey pov:
What did I just say...*cries* I still like Sean,it's just..he hurt me a lot.but I didn't know he cares for me THAT much. I decided to go run upstairs.i saw him on his phone and a few tears falling but he didn't cry as much as a girl would.i sat beside him and put my left arm around him too. I kissed him in the cheek then gave a little smile.
He looked at me then just stared.our eyes were locked together but then shortly,he broke it.
Sean:I'm gonna leave in an hour ok?
Bailey:why?
Sean:I though it was better if I left.
Instead of talking,I wrapped both arms around him then lay down on his chest.i heard his heart beating and then he put one arm around me.
Sean:I thought you didn't want me to stay.
Bailey:I didn't want you to stay because you would get hurt if I cut myself again.
Sean:what?
I show him more cuts around my wrist area.
Sean:Bailey.i told you.
Bailey:I know..I know..I'm sorry.
He lifted up my sleeves and just stared at them.
Bailey:why do you care so much?
Sean:remember that time when I said that I liked you?
Bailey:y-yeah..
Sean:What would it feel like if you saw the person you like hurt?
Bailey:bad..
He pulled out a pocket knife out of my pocket and he opened,then pointed it on his wrist.
Bailey:Don't do that Sean! Don't!
I grab the knife and throw it out the window scared..
Sean:see. That's how it would feel like.
Bailey:you're scar-Ing me..
Sean:and you scare me when you hurt yourself Bailey.
Bailey:but I don't like to see it when your about to do it.
He grabs me then hugs me.
Sean:I wouldn't hurt myself because if I did,the people around me will get hurt as well.
Bailey:I will stop..
I cry a little on his shirt and it felt like I'm falling in love again.i had to stop.
I stood up.
Bailey:I'll help you pack.
I folded his shirts while he folded the rest.
Bailey:I like your clothes.
He always wears clothes that are simple..like a t-shirt with not much pattern.
Sean:thanks.oh yeah!
He handed me a shirt that looks exactly like the one he usually wears except it's smaller.
Bailey:thanks.
I have him a warm smile and put it inside my cabinet.
He sprayed on his perfume and I hate it when he sprays too much.and guess what? Now my room is full of boy perfume.
He even spilled some on the bed.
Bailey:great.now I'll be sleeping with Sean's "souvenir"
We both laugh and stare at each other.i don't know when I'm coming back..but I will.