Forgetting You

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

I'm frozen, I don't know what to say but I find the words

"I don't believe you. If I were all you thought about than why didn't you call."

"I got busy, but I can prove that I was thinking about you."

He tells me pulling out his wallet.

"Look, it's the picture of our first kiss. Do you remember? I take it everywhere with me."

He tells me.

"It's just a picture, doesn't mean anything. It didn't mean anything the kiss, to us. We were 10."

I state.

"Why do you think I asked you to be my first kiss?"

He questions me.

I shrug my shoulders.

Josh places his hand on my cheek, slowly moving his thumb to wipe away to the tears.

He slowly moves forward, pauses than continues.

I feel the warmth of his lips on mine, the butterflies in the pit of my stomach, how safe I feel.

But I don't want to get hurt again.

I pull apart from josh and say

"I don't want to get hurt again."

"I'm not going to hurt you."

He tells me.

"What happens when you get a role in a movie? You'll go back to California and never speak or see me."

I say.

He shrugs.

"That's what I thought."

I barge his shoulder and walk back to my friends crying.

I sit down and mat has only noticed, he pulls a questioning look.

"I tell you later."

The bell goes and we head back to class.

I don't pay attention for the rest of the day. When I get home, I flop onto my bed and drift off into a dreamless sleep.

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I'm awoken by my phone ringing, I answer it.

"Hello?"

"Hi, it's me mat."

He says.

"Oh hi mat."

I say, yawning.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong now?"

He asks.

"Well, I was talking to josh and asking him why he broke his promise and all that and he said that it was too hard because we were so far apart. He also told me that I was all he thought about."

I say.

"I also told him that when we had our first kiss together it meant nothing to me because I was 10 and he took a photo of us kissing and keeps it in his wallet. He said he could prove it to me that he thought about me."

"How?"

Mat asks.

"By kissing me."

I tell him.

"Oh, then what happened?"

"I told him I didn't want to get hurt. He said he would never hurt me again but I asked him what happens when he moves back to California and he shrugged. That's when I came back to the table crying."

I finish.

"What are you going to do now?"

He asks.

"I don't know."

I say sadly.

Just as I say that, there's a knock at my door.

"I'm sorry mat but I have to go. Someone's at the door. Talk to you later."

I say about to hang up, I can just hear mat saying goodbye before I press end.

I walk downstairs and open the door.

"What are you doing here?"

I ask.

"I came to apologise."

Says josh.

"For what?!"

I say angrily.

"For the way I had treated you, not calling or anything."

He says putting his hand on my shoulder.

I just look at his hand.

"I came to tell you that I will be finishing school and going back to California, and if you wanted to, you could come back with me."

"I don't know. Cause what happens if I want to stay here and you left. What happens then?"

I say.

"Than I simple wont go. Ill only go back to film movies and than come back here."

He tells me.

"Hmmm."

I hum.

"I don't want to be apart from you any longer."

He says and kisses me again.

I pull away and he says

"You know, when we were younger, I had a massive crush on you."

"Really?"

I say with a smile.

"Really."

He says looking into my eyes.

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