N O S T A L G I C (incomplete)

7- School? School

A shower and a good night's sleep will make my terrible headache go away after my long tiring day, I think to myself. I grab my night-T, undress and climb into the shower. After waiting a few minutes for the water to reach the perfect temperature I just stand under the shower, letting the water wash over me.
I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Who knows what Victoria has installed for me after witnessing what happened with Brett and I. She's a Brett fan and so is my sister. Oh no! So is my sister. What will she do when she hears about it? My throat starts to close and it's like I cant breathe anymore. I open my mouth and try to swallow some water. It works and I push all my thoughts aside just wanting to go sleep and not let this keep me up all night. I use my raspberry flavoured bar of soap and wash myself with a sponge, going gently over my bruises.

I lay in bed, Brett's curtains are drawn but his light is still on. I think of when he touched my boobs and then my mind shifts to the kisses. I wonder why he cares? If he actually likes me or if he is just using me? I dont know what to feel and think and I am too tired to figure all of this out now so I close my eyes and go to sleep.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!!!!!!!!
I smack my alarm clock. 05:45. I throw the blankets off my hot body and struggle to find the lamp switch. My eyes start to pain, trying to adjust to the light. I lay on my bed for a few minutes not remembering a thing from yesterday, feeling like I have a hang over. I bring myself to my feet lazily and start toward the bathroom.

After a fifteen minute shower I throw myself on my bed and close my eyes.
"Fine but i just want you to know that its okay if you dont know how you feel." I open my eyes startled. OH MY GOSH I KISSED BRETT YESTRRDAY!!! Everything comes back to me.Oh no what was I thinking? What did I do? Do I even like him or was I just caught up in the moment? Do I even know what liking someone feels like? No I don't think I know cause I have never thought of all this just yet and I have never liked anyone. I get up and walk towards my cupboard when I find a bag in front of it. A plain white shopping bag. I peep inside and I see the black lace bra and matching bottom with a plain white T inside, attached is a note, which read:

"I think they will fit. Wear this today.
xoxo, Brett."

The sound that I heard last night must have been Brett opening my window. He probably went back to the shop to get it. I smile at the sight of his name. Why? I dont know. How sweet of him. I change into it immediately feeling a bit better about myself today. The white T fits snuggly and my boobs look bigger than usual but I can get used to it. I think I am going to opt for something other than my sluggish boyfriend jeans today. I take out one of my black tights and a short khaki parker jacket with black sleeves. I slip on my old worn out black combat boots which make me feel a bit more comfortable. I check the mirror before I leave that my T is over my butt.I grab my bag and head downstairs for breakfast. Surprisingly Bailey is sitting at the table eating breakfast, with her winged eyeliner and makeup perfectly done already. She's wearing a nude pair of heels, a baby blue shorts with frills on the end and a white shirt crop top thingy. Very girly- as usual. As I sit down to my bowl of cereal and fruit she glances at me angrily. My stomach begins to turn after my first few spoons of cereal and I go up to fetch my spectacles. Bailey follows me. When we step into my room she shuts the door and I am more nervous than ever. She doesnt look very happy. I tie my hair up into a high ponytail with a puff and slip on my spectacles while asking why she is shooting me down with her eyes.
"Where did all of this come from? This new look of yours?" and she pulls her face in digust.
"Mom bought me this jacket long time ago but i never wore it, these are my old combat boots and this is my old tights?" I remark, pointing to each item of clothing as I list them.
"Mmmmmmm... But that's a new T you're wearing and you're wearing a padded bra aren't you!?" She comes up to me and lifts my top up to see if she's right. She then kisses her teeth, not wanting to spoil her red lips, as if to tell me I must say where it came from. I head for the door but she stands in my way and pushes me so hard I fall to the floor and I knock my head on my bedside table as I go down. I clutch my head in pain, still lying on the floor. I hear footsteps, someone running to my room. Wes must have heard me fall. The door knob turns and Wes bursts into the room demanding to know whats going on. Bailey just rolls her eyes and I bring myself to my feet still clutching my head. Wes throws her out and she almost falls over her hills but regains her balance. Wes checks my head. "Theres a knob there, its bruised at the back of your head where you hit it." Wes always kept Bailey from becoming violent thats why we're so close. I fumble in my drawer for a pain pill and I take it.
"You better get going to school, tell me about it later." He walks out and I am behind him.

Mom drops us off at school after an uncomfortable drive to school, with dirty glances. I get out and head straight to my locker. I am busy taking out my books when Brett shows up.

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