Feelings of nostolgia had overwhelmed me last night, I wanted to be back in Brett's arms with a normal Bailey not a pregnant one. I was craving someone i didnt even have in the first place. I felt so stupid, so hurt, so lost, so angry but with so much lust for him. I love Brett and its hard to just get rid of such deep feelings so quickly. ' Opposites attract . ' Is what they say and Brett and I are the complete opposite but thats what would make us so exciting because I have fun exploring a foreign teritory and after a while it can become addictive and thats when it becomes dangerous.
I shifted my focus to the person laying next to me, Logan. To be with him is the logical thing to do, the best thing for me right now isnt it ? Maybe it will help me overcome all this other feelings for Brett. Im not using Logan though, I really do like him a lot and we have quite a few things in common. Maybe we should give it a shot.
I sit on a flat rock poking at my breakfast thinking back to the night before on how I decided to date Logan.
"Babe are you okay ?"
"Yeah."
"You sure cause you're not eating ?"
"Im not that hungry thats all."
"If you say so." He replies with a skeptical look on his face.
"So whats the plans for today?" I ask, changing the subject.
"Well thats a suprise." Logan smirks at me. I pull a weak smile back and wonder if dating him is stupid cause im only gonna hurt both of us. I cant think about this now so I push it away.
"Hey Wes you're ready ?"
"Almost!" Wes shouts back from inside his small blue tent. Moments later he pops out with a pillow and a few blankets in hand. He folds the tent up nicely and places it in the van.
"Lets roll!" Wes yells, starting the van up. I throw my best confused face on.
"Take my hand..." Logan holds his hand out and i clutch my hand into his.
"Dont let go." He twirls me into him and kisses me while picking me up and getting inside the van. All I can do is smile and blush stupidly😩😊
After a fairly long drive of jokes and Logan feeding me strawberries dipped in chocolate we stop at a rock pool with a lively waterfall. Logan and my brother already had their board shorts on but me on the other hand, I was wearing one of Logans sweatshirts. Was really oversized 😂. I step out the van and gasp at the beauty of nature. This is living. This is what living feels like. I feel the fresh crisp gtass beneath my toes and I start running towards the rock pool.
"Hey wait up!" Logan yells from behind me and he runs to catch up to me. I stare back at my reflection in the water and Logan hugs me from behind.
"You can now tick this off your bucket list."
"How did you know that seeing a waterfall was on my bucket list, how do you even know i have a bucket list?"
"Wes." He replies simply.
Wes is already swimming.
"OMG THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!!!!!!!" I yell and here a bit of an echo. I suddenly think of dad and how much more fun it'd be if he was with me here. Logan and I then climb in. The water is a bit cold but not too cold and its quite clear. I submerge my body under the water and swim towards Wes to tickle him. I come up for air and he splashes me im my face. The next thing you know we're all in a splashing frenzzy. But after they pushed me into the rock pool i was tired and just decided to float around in the water. To hear the water fall is so calming and relaxing i could let go. Let go of the hard feelings toward my sister, Brett and his friends. I just let go but I couldnt let go of my love for Brett.
"Astin!" Logan calls and I look up. Where is he ?
"Behind the waterfall." Wes says almost reading my mind.
I swim toward the waterfall and get out, walking through the waterfall. My, well Logans, sweat shirt sticks to me.
"Been wanting to do this now for quite some time now." And Logan pulls me toward him, slipping his hands under my sweat shirt and snuggly into my waist. Our lips touch lightly and we kiss.
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