Today was the day. today i was going doctors with Ash to discuss how many weeks pregnant i was. Andy still didn't know.. how was i supposed to tell him? ''oh hi your baby sister is pregnant.''? whilst eating a mouthful of cereal. no. he's gonna be angry. he's probably gonna take me back home. i took a deep breath and looked in the mirror. my face looked pale and blotchy. I carried on putting my makeup on and re adjusted my hair one last time, before walking in to Ash's room.
He was knelt on the floor, doing his hair in front of the full length mirror. i stood behind him and checked myself out, i was wearing a short black dress with black flats and had a big bow in my hair. he looked up and smiled. ''you ready?'' i nodded. he made up a lie about where we were going to Andy, he's gonna get suspicious soon. we both climbed into his car and fastened ourselves in. ''Ash, i wanna tell him when we get back from here'' i said. he nodded. ''of course babe, i'm behind you every step of the way'' he said reassuringly.
*at the doctors*
We waited about 5 minutes, before the doctor came out. ''Texas Biersack?'' he said. Ash looked at me and gripped my hand, we both stood up and followed him to the room. the room was pretty tiny, he had photos of his family all around his desk. me and Ash sat down in the two white leather seats and waited for the doctor to finish what he was doing. Ash held my hand under the table.. he was helping me so much with this.. i owe him.
''so Texas, how old are you?'' the doctor asked. ''just turned 17'' i replied nervously. he nodded. ''you've come here to find out how many weeks pregnant you are, is that right?'' he asked. i nodded. he did a few tests and then looked at me.
''you're 3 weeks pregnant'' he said. ''do you want to keep the baby, Miss Biersack?'' he voiced boomed slowly. i started to shake.. it was official, i was pregnant. the pregnancy test was right. everyones voices were whizzing around my head..
i found it hard to focus. ''i-i- don't know'' i stuttered. ''i'm not too happy about being pregnant, but i couldn't get rid of it.'' the doctor gave me some sleeping tablets just in case and a list of dates for my scans.
Me and Ash left the doctors and drove back. we hardly spoke. i couldn't take the news in.. i'm gonna have my own child in a few months. it scared me. once we pulled up to the house, i ran out of the car and into the house. i had to tell him, right away, before anyone else did. ''Andy, can we talk?'' i whispered. they were sat watching Batman, his favourite, but he still stood up. ''sure sis'' he said following me outside. he got a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it. ''what is it?'' he asked, between drags.
I looked at the ground. ''promise not to get mad?'' i replied. he ran his fingers through his hair.. ''you've kissed Ash haven't you.. ha ha why would i be mad? just don't do it again'' he said. i sighed. ''no.. i didn't kiss him. i'm p... pregnant'' i stuttered.
his cigarette fell from his mouth onto the floor. ''you're... what?! i'll kill him'' he yelled, running into the house. i ran after him and grabbed his hand as he almost punched Ash full blast in the face. ''i'm pregnant to my boyfriend.. 3 weeks. i've not even known Ash for that long. gosh Andy'' i said angrily. Ash eyed him. ''you think i'd sleep with your sister, she's 17.. Andy'' he spat.
