I am now 3 months pregnant. My stomach is getting bigger each day. I know I said that I weren't ready for a baby, but I've kinda changed my mind.
I'm so excited, I can't wait to have my baby in my arms. Our little munchkin.
''Hello sis'' Andy smiled, walking into the shop. He was wearing a grey KISS vest, with black skinnies and black cowboy boots. His hair was wavy and his
face was makeup less. ''Hiii'' I smiled back.
''Is Ash here?'' He asked. I nodded. ''He's 'working hard' in the tattoo room.'' I winked.
''Is he wearing his nerd glasses?'' He laughed. ''Mhmm. you know Ash! the little dork.''
Ashley all of a sudden walked into the room, wearing his glasses of course. Me and Andy giggled.
He raised his eyebrows and shook his head.
''You want a tattoo right, Andy?'' Ash asked. Andy burst out laughing. ''Why are you talking in your news reporter voice?''
Ash shrugged. ''Shut up. Or I'll make your tattoo look hideous.'' Andy laughed again. ''Oh. is that so Purdy boy? What ya gonna do?''
''I shall tattoo a penis on you'' He growled.
''So moody'' I giggled. Ash glared at me and then looked back at Andy. ''Take a seat in the other room, I'll be right with you!''
Andy walked out of the room and then Ash came over to me.
''You know for a fact that, that baby is mine.''
''No Ashley. It's Oli's.''
''Have you done a test?''
''Nope.''
''You just want to believe that it's Oli's.'' He spat.
''It's not yours. God dammit. Shut up, you're so immature!''
''I still want you.'' He sighed.
Why does he always have to bring this up. I'm with the love of my life, Oli. Why can't he just be happy for me?
''Andy's waiting...'' I trailed off. Looking at the floor.
''Deep down, you know that the baby is mine. Deep down you still love me.''
I ignored him.
''Why can't we give it another try?''
I ignored him again.
''Fine. Fuck you. Stay out of my life.'' He spat, walking out of the room.
He was so right. I do still love him. I'll always always love him.
My life is such a mess.
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I climbed into my car and drove as fast as I could.
I couldn't handle staying in the parlour, with Ash there.
It killed me to be around him.
All my thoughts were whizzing around my head.
I can't think straight.
CRASH.
