My Sentiments Exactly

Almost

Almost.
Maybe one of the most saddest word I know.

Almost. But not enough. Not enough to call you mine.

Ohhh all the songs about this word.
Almost by Tamia.
Almost is not enough by Ariana Grande.
Almost Lover by Frenzy.

But it is really possible to miss what you never had, as Tamia said in her "Almost"

Well my opinion is yes.
I missed you. But I never had you. Never been and never will. But I miss you.
I miss you so much that it hurts like hell when I think about you day and night and eveything in between. Do you ever realize that I am fantasizing about the things that we never did. Thinking about the what ifs and could have beens. Thinking this would be the perfect relationship that I always prayed about IF you chose to love me but no. You're in love with someone else. The kind of love the I had for you. I understand you because thats exactly how I feel. We are friends. And we are no more than that.

Maybe we just werent right.
Wrong time. Wrong place. Wrong person. Everytime.
I tried to forget you. I tried to love someone else. I tried to go out, have fun. But I just can't get you of my mind and my heart.
I would like to say that we had our almost. But what we had or at least what I had for you is not an "almost" but never was.
I was never your almost. I'm just a friend.
I think you know how I feel for you. Because I never stop showing how much I love you, and I think you ignored all the signs.
I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. I just want you to feel that I love you.

But I would never want to see you unhappy.
It turns out I am not the one to make you happy. I did everything.
I confess. I told you what I really feel.
And its not true that you will only regret the things you never said because that night is the most painful night ever in my life.
5 years have passed and its still the most heartbreaking, earth shattering, tear jerking night I
In the end I am stuck in the hope that maybe someday you will love me the way I always loved you.
I am waiting. Still waiting.

Sabaw. Haha.
If you see him. Would you tell him that I love him. Hahaha!!