A/N: i want to apologize ahead of time because I just watched TFIOS. I'm sorry.
*Calum*
"Truth or dare?" Luke asked me.
This could go one of two ways. I could be given a dare that would embarrass me super bad. Or I could do truth and lie if its a tough question.
"Truth." They all groaned probably thinking I'm a chicken or wimp.
"Pussy. Okay. Do you have a current crush?" I knew I was blushing. I decided to lie anyways.
"No."
"Liar! Who is she?" Ashton pressed. Him and Kaley aren't close but he is still her 'dad'.
"It doesn't matter." I mumbled really not wanting to answer.
"Fine your turn." Ashton finally gave up.
"Um Kaley. Truth or dare?"
"Truth''
"Okay. Is it true you and Michael are Bf and Gf?" Luke choked on the water he had just taken a sip of. Ashton glared at a blushing Michael. Kaleys' eyes widened. Lastly, Nikaila just looked amused.
"I uh no at the m-moment we ar-are not." I nodded knowing I still have some sort of a chance.
"Moving on. Nikaila truth or dare?" That was shocking.
"Um Dare."
"I dare you to make out with the hottest guy in the room. Oh and it cant be Luke." Holy shit! I think I know what she is trying to do. Wow, she really doesn't like her. I really don't know why though, she is really sweet.
"Um. Luke?" She wanted to make sure he was okay with it. He gave her an approving nod and then sent a death glare towards Kaley. She simply shrugged and looked back at Nikaila, amused.
Nikaila looked at Kaley with a weird look. it was a kind of look you give somebody before you get revenge. I didn't quite understand it. Anyways, she made her way towards Michael. She stopped right in front of his face and leaned in. Right before their lips met she looked at Kaley to make sure she was taking it all in. Kaley had a flash of hurt flush over her. Obviously she had feelings for Michael. Nikaila knew what she was doing and this wasn't going to end well. Nikaila then crashed onto Michaels. About 10 seconds later they broke away and she made her way back to Lukes lap. He looked a little jealous but not to bad. Kaley jumped up and ran away and up the stairs. A minute later her door slammed echoing through the house.
*Kaley*
I'm so stupid. Michael seemed to be so into that kiss and enjoy it. I should have known this wouldn't work. I actually thought he actually cared about me. That I actually had someone I could trust. Man was I wrong. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF HER! I'm so sick of this! I made my way over to my 'special' drawer and retrieved my blades. I knew no one cared enough to come upstairs after me so I didn't lock the bathroom door I simply shut it.
I picked up the wonderful piece of medal. It felt so good just to hold it in my hand. This is my best friend. The one thing that I know will always relieve my pain. To take my mind off this shitty thing I call life. Its an amazing thing really
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I swipped the medal against my skin. It felt great. I felt good. Better then I have in a while. I felt something and that thing was pain. That's the thing about pain it demands to be felt. That's what was happening I was allowing myself to feel the best pain.
"KALEY!" Shit! I didn't think anyone cared enough to come up here! Dammit!
"Uh. Ashton um. I- Its not what it uh looks like?"
"Kaley what are you doing to your self? Why are you doing this?"
"Ashton, its like this I needed to feel something. Why do you care anyways?"
"I love you. You might not think so but I do. I haven't been the 'Father' I should be lately but I'm here. I'm here for you." He walked closer and bandaged my wrists.
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Without saying a word he grabbed my arm and pulled me into my room. He sat down beside me on the bed.
"Look. I know you don't trust me but I really would love if you did. I'm going to tell you something that I don't tell a lot of people. I use to cut and one night cut too deep. My little brother Harry found me on the bathroom floor. He had to see me almost dead and I will never forgive my self."
"Oh my God I'm so sorry." He started to tear up and so did I. He wrapped his muscular arms around my tiny frame and held me. I was crying into his chest while silent tears were wettning my shoulder.
"I'm going to go tell the guys we are staying up here for the rest of the night. Ill grab us a pizza." There will be no getting out of this one is there? I nodded and wipped some tears away. I turned ont the t.v and put on a movie. Seconds later Ashton was back with a pizza and some napkins.
"Hungry?"
"Um no." I lied. I'm getting pretty good at this, I think.
"Do you have an eating disorder?" He just blurted out. Really?
"Um n-no."
"Be honest."
"Yes I-I do-do." He came and hugged me as I cried into his chest once again. He whipered gentle things in my ear trying to soothe me.
"Eat a little. Just for me."
'I don't think I can Ash."
''Please. Just three bites atleast."
"Fine." He handed me a piece and I stared at it. All the grease seeping from it. All the calories.
"Whens the last time you had a meal?"
"I don't remember. I didn't have many food privaleges so I got used to not eating. Also I used to get b-bullied because of my w-weight so I didn't want to eat."
"Baby girl you are so perfect. Don't ever think you arent. I love you and the guys love you."
"Please don't tell the guys. I'm not ready."
"You can trust me."
"I hope so."
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A/N: Awe father daughter bonding moment. Do you think Ashton will tell the others?
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