Not good nor bad

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Nokomis POV******

When I wake up everyone is panicking. Why? I don't know, something about Adien. After wiping my tears I run to my new friend and see him crying.

"Hey Adien, do not worry about it." He looks up shocked, hmmm blood tears..."your not all good, we each pick up something from when we change you just got blood tears." Way to pep talk self, you suck. Insert iner eye roll.

"Soterios is flipping out."

"Let him, but you need to stop."

"Than is too, as well as Alacer."

"Like I said let them, but you need to stop flipping out. Hell, we're not even suppose to be able to cry at all, so yeah so got blood tears so do I, I also get love and all those annoying gushy feelings the same way you get anger and fear." I really should give up on talking.

"I'm scared."

"Don't be Adien."

"But it's so hard not to be."

"Your tears aren't a bad thing, I'm not sure your kinds meant to cry anymore then mine so that might be why." Whoop I'm getting better!

"Mmmm mmmmm maybe..."

"Hun there is no maybe, this is not bad nor good just life." I smile at him before leavening to find Soterios.

"It's not and nor good, it's either what he picked up from changing or maybe it's because yawl ant meant to cry anymore then we are so you cry blood too." They all look up. "Stop frisking Adien out its not nice..."

"That might be true but well it's new." He tells me and I frown at him.

"Stop over reacting your scaring the living day lights out of him!"

"I know and I'm sorry for that but I'm freaking out just as much as he is!"

"Then stop." It's hat simple to me... I walk away feeling slightly victorious.

"There you are." Than says sitting on the couch.

"Your covered in blood Than!" What the hell happened!

"I had a little fight with Lucius and haven't had one to change yet. I'm perfectly fine Nokomis."

"Bull, but what ever."

"Don't get cranky."

"Bye...." And I run away. I hunt down Alacer who's pacing back and forth out side. "Trying to dig a hole by walking?' I ask him sitting on a step.

"Trying to calm down."

"Thanks for calming me down." I say and he stills.

"If I hadn't told Than to find Adien he wouldn't have cried. Kids been through so much and now everyone's flipping out on him and scaring him and its my fault."

"It's not your fault, this is just life. You can't blame yourself so sit down and breath." He sits next to me. "Kids strong he'll be fine." He nods but says nothing so I squeeze his shoulder.

"I feel like I should be with him, but I can't stand looking at his face."

"I understand. You know his name means fiery. He'll be okay in the end, I mean if anyone fits there name it's him." I smile and he chuckles.

"That's true he does fit his name perfectly, kids great."

"He is." We fall into a comfortable silence...

My mind whirls with different questions, and I'm left more confused then anything. You call just tell Aidens special, but you can also tell he's a bit broken as well.

"Do you ever wonder if livings worth all this?" He asks me suddenly.

"No because I was thought tag you have to life ou life for the day because there might it be a tomorrow. Alacer we can't regret the things we do because we don't have time for that, our job in life is to live."

"How do you know?"

"Because its also been my job to end life's. I know personally what it feels like to end someone, to watch the light fade from there eyes."

"Umm"

"Never give up because the day you do you'll take more then just you down with you."

"Yeah...." I go to walk away when something hits me...

"Alacer nobody is just good or bad not even our people, it's the same way nobody is just strong or weak. You can be physically strong and emotionally weak. It's the same way you can know everything about the world except how to survive in it" and I'm gone mofos....

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