My Maker ~ My Tangled Tales

Chapter Fourteen

I hope you enjoy this chapter its not edited, sorry about the mistakes.

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Chapter Fourteen

I slowly backed away from Ryder’s hold.

Is this what Max meant when he said I should go to him? Did Max know? How did he know and not me?

“K?” Ryder questioned as I kept backing away from him.

I started to shake my head, somehow trying to stop my tears, stop what had just happened. I can’t have a mate. I am a murder, a killer. I do not deserve one and I won’t take one, he deserves a nice, innocent sweet girl not this ruthless killer, not me.

“What is it?” He asked taking a step closer to me, which made me step back three more feet, “It’s ok, I’m here.”

His concern for me made me break inside, my tears slipped from my eyes and continuously fell down my face. “I-I can’t, I’m sorry Ryder. I just can’t.” with that, I turned and ran away, ran back to my house, back to my brothers, back to my maker and back where I belong.

With my hearing I heard him whisper, “I’ll be here, every night.”

That not only made me break down even more it made me regret ever leaving him.

I ran into the house and up to my room, ignoring Bret’s calls and the others stars. Once I entered my room I shut and lock the door and when I saw Max in his usual corner I lost it. Running to him and throwing my arms around him as he held me, I cried, which he has never seen me do. I let down every wall I have ever had up, every feeling that I ever blocked out come pouring out of me all at once. Max’s warm comfortable arms around me and his sweet mummers to calm me helped me more then I could have thought. He was the best brother, the best friend I could have ever asked for.

After a while I start to calm down and breathe normal.

“What happened?” Max asked still comforting me, now with his hand running through my hair.

“You knew he was my mate didn’t you?”

“It was obvious during the fight.”

“I don’t deserve him, I don’t deserve a mate.”

Max released his hold on me and brought his hands on both sides of my cheeks, “K, you deserve a mate. Do you hear me?”

I nodded.

“God, even though I won’t be going up there, created all of us as a half on purpose K, he sent us here to find our other half and to be complete and spend this life time as that, complete. And when our time is up here we will be complete once again with our mate for eternity. He didn’t make Ryder to be alone for eternity and he didn’t make you to be alone either. If you don’t deserve a mate then no other wolf deserves one. You are just like the others, hell your better than the other wolves K, and god made Ryder for you just as you were made just for Ryder. Do you understand?” he asked.

I nodded, speechless for a moment. Max has never spoken a word about god and has never even talked that much in one sentence and maybe Max was right, maybe everyone did deserve their mate. But then why hasn’t Max found his yet? He was older than me and has seen more than me.

“He asked me to leave and go with him.” I whispered after a moment.

“Then go, I will protect you and keep Bret from finding you. I promise.” He quickly answered.