Somebody come get him

whats going on ? part 1

Sorry I haven't been updating, having a hard time but i am back! Heres the chapter!! Love you guys!

Harrys pov

It had been 3 weeks since the incident with Louis and Eleanor, Eleanor hasn't been at school since then, everyone knows what happened. I slept Louis while he was married to Eleanor, and Eleanor had no clue until she caught us yelling at each other

My phone had been blowing up from all of Louis' texts , phone calls and voice mails , i knew Eleanor kicked him out, it had been all over magazines and the internet that the multimillionaire cheated with a stripper

i has 100 missed calls from Louis, 57 text messages and 78 voice mails, all saying he was sorry and we needed to meet up to talk but i ignored them all "Louis again?" Liam asked from his spot on my computer chair where he was working , my phone was buzzing again "yes" i huffed and pressed ignore and turned my phone off, i threw it at the end of my bed , i was so pissed with him, not only that the fight was posted online

I was all over the internet and on magazines because someone recorded our fight but they didn't know my name they called the mystery man Louis Tomlinson had an affair with

I got tired of walking to class and having eyes on me when people looked up from magazines that i knew i was in

Also i was tired of walking to English and seeing a substitute teacher , the day after the fight Eleanor stopped coming to work , people said she went on vacation , i wanted to apologize to Eleanor so much, i felt so bad

Not only did she lose her husband , the humiliation was publicized and everyone is whispering about it , the poor girl was cheated and humiliation by her husband and one of her students

around school i was known as the marriage ruiner stripper , when i go to work the other strippers knew what happened, my boss told me to stay home until it all blows over because what happened is ruining the reputation on the club , and some of my regulars haven't been showing up so i am losing the club money

my boss didn't care how long it took , i have to stay away until this clears but he said since i am a college student he will still pay me $1500 on the days i am suppose to work, its not as much as i usually make but at least its something instead of nothing

i was sitting in my dorm room with Liam, it was one of those days where we both didn't have class or work, i texted him to come over because i needed someone who wont piss me off here , we were both studying for our classes the next day in quiet 

"harry ? are you okay?" he asked looking up from his book , he had a frown on his face, he obviously knew what happened, the same day i went to him crying my eyes out "yeah I'm okay, always" i nodded , never looking up from my textbook 

"Harry , i know you, you might say you are okay but i know you aren't, please look at me and tell me how you feel" Liam sighed and climbed to sit next to me , be put his arm around me and i pouted "Liam, seriously i am okay , i just need to get my mind off of you-know-who" i mumbled , immediately leaned into his body, not admitting it but wanting to be cuddled Louis?" he asked into my hair and i slowly nodded

"i didn't mean to ruin his marriage , he was a customer, i am not allowed to turn away any customer, not that i would Louis is gorgeous but then i got feelings and he found out and got mad then yelled at me in front of everyone because i got mad that he was still with El when  he was banging me. he treated me like a king when he got what he wanted and he only saw me as a booty call when El wouldn't give him anything, that pisses me off so fucking much!!! how dare he put his hands on me then go touch his wife like he loved her! if he loved her so much he wouldn't have even took a step into the fucking club in the first place! what a fucking prick, uses me and shit, i know i am a stripper but fuck him , its just a way to get through school, he even helped me ! he told me he actually cared about me but then just does what he wants whenever! god i feel so used more than usual, god i wish i could fucking smack him for treating me like that! he was the one person who i didn't feel like a constant stripper with besides you, i knew he had a wife but i fucked up and got feelings! how could i do that to myself!? I'm so fucking stupid, i did this to myself and I'm here blaming Louis yet i am just as much to blame, god i am such a fucking idiot! i probably just cost me my job because some millionaire thought i would be fun for a few months" i yelled standing up and ended crying into Liams body at the end 

"shh, this isn't your fault, Louis choose to walk in looking to get laid and you just happened to be the victim for a while , you cant decide who you like and when you will like them, yes you both fucked up but he did more than you, please don't blame yourself for this" Liam whispered in my ear and rocked me as he pulled me into his lap when he sat down

"god Liam you should have seen Eleanor's face, she was so crushed when she heard me yell HER husband was sleeping with me , you see her heart breaking and how mad she was, god i wanted to hug her and apologize to her like crazy, i feel so bad she was married  to him and i fucked that up to an innocent women, she didn't deserve that at all and yet it happened because i was falling for an asshole!" i whimpered into his neck and cuddled into him, wanting to roll into a ball and never wake up

"you cant blame yourself, Louis would have slept with anyone in the club and the marriage was doomed from then" Liam mumbled and rubbed my back , i sighed and looked at him wiping my cheeks "you're the best you know that?" i giggled as he helped wipe my tears away 

when he did that we made eye contact, it was an intimate one, we haven't looked at each other like that since freshmen year when w- my thoughts were cut off when i felt lips on mine 

they were Liams   

 Cliffhanger! sorry for the late update! i still love you guys!!! hope you love me

-Alex <3