Chapter 8
I was in misery. I missed Chance...Jordan so much. Turns out right before he was out here he had gotten a sad divorce. But still there was no way I was ever going to be with Jordan. He was far too famous for me. I had read everything I could find on him. Watched all his music videos. How on earth could a sexy man want someone like me? No way...
"Jean you have a phone call!" mom demands to me from the basement. I place the Jordan video on pause on my YouTube. I head upstairs. I pick up the phone.
"Hello?" I answer.
"Jean! How are you? I miss you so much" I hear him saying on the other line. I was so stunned he took the time to call me.
"Jordan?" I manage to say.
"Yes, it is me. Hi there" he says again. I feel my hand shake. I could not do this. I hang up on him. I rush downstairs.
"JEAN!" I hear my mom call out as I rush back down stairs. I sit back on the couch. I hear the phone ring again. He was calling me back. Tears come to me. I know I should talk to the man. I missed him so very much. But I could not be with him.
He lived to far away. It was never going to work. I was to plain for him. He would lose interest in me. It was never going to work. I was just giving up on us. I had to anyway. He needed time for himself. To find out who he was in life. To get his life back. He did not need me to hold him down.
"Jean what has gotten into you? Why on earth did you hang up on that young man?" mother demands as she comes back downstairs.
"Mom Jordan needs time for himself. To find whom he is. He cannot do that with me in the way holding him back. I had to back away" I explain.
"I think there is more to this. You are scared because he is famous. You got to know him. Really know him before you knew he was famous. You loved him then. You love him now. It is not fair to shut him out if he feels the same way as you do" mother points out.
"Everything will get in the way. I will lose him in the end" I worry.
"What if you don't? Isn't that a chance you want to take? Isn't love worth it?" mom asks me. She had a good point to that. I did love Jordan. With all my heart. The phone rings again. "He said to me he was calling you back. Hoping you will answer him. Go talk to him. He needs you" mom says to me as she hands the cordless phone into my hands. She leaves the room. The phone rings.
My heart races faster. The phone stops ringing once more. Then starts up again. I sigh. I answer the phone.
"Hello?" I say softly. My heart pounds in my ears now.
"Jean" he says happily. My heart softens. How could I shut him out? Mom was right. I met him when I did not know he was famous at all.
"Hi" I say softly.
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No More Tears {A Jordan Knight Fanfic/NKOTB}
FanfictionOne frightful night New Kid, Jordan Knight goes missing. Everyone is searching for him. Even his ex-wife Evelyn. Where is Jordan? Is he still alive? Is he safe? Will he come home? Meanwhile in Houston, TX a nasty tornado hits. Placing three souls a...