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01| Calum
Feeling used, but I'm still missing you


It's kinda messed up isn't it?

The world is full of such cruel people. They try to expose what's wrong about you, because they can't handle what's right about you.

It hurts. It really does. Some people can't except the fact that love is love.

Calum's world was torn apart the day she arrived, management had found out what was going on between Calum and Luke and brought in a girl to cover up.

Her name was Arzalyea, she was anything but nice, she didn't respect that Calum and Luke were together and did anything possible to show everyone he was hers.

In the  beginning,  Luke despised her but after awhile Calum could see he didn't feel that way. He was afraid Luke was actually starting to like her.

They went on more dates then him and Calum ever did, after a month he stopped sharing a room with Calum and it was starting to hurt the boy.

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Calum woke up again to cold sheets and an empty bed, he was tired of this, despite Luke's countless efforts at showing his affection for the boy it was getting to be to much. His feet softly padded against the floor, making his way to the bathroom.

Luke's belongings weren't even in the room anymore, he had moved a week ago claiming that 'management' was making them share a room.

Splashing his face with cold water, Calum tried to forget all the hurt and pain from the past days. He didn't want to confront Luke because the fear he might leave him. So he waited, and waited, and waited, each day getting harder then the last.

After getting ready for the day he headed to Ashton and Michaels shared room. He barged in and headed straight for the kitchen, where Luke and Michael were sitting at the counter waiting for Ashton to make breakfast. He mumbled a quick hello to the boys not meeting Lukes heavy stare, he couldn't deal with that right now. He rushed to the counter and sat at the end beside Michael.

"Breakfast is almost finished." Ashton said while glancing at the boy who just sat down.

"Thanks ash, but I'm not really hungry." Calum seemed a bit out of it to the other boys.

"Ok suite yourself." Ashton replied as he gave  the other boys their plates, sitting down and eating his food.

"Where's Arzalyea?" He asked Luke who was beginning to get tired of the question every morning.

"She's still sleeping, you know she doesn't wake up early." Luke grumbled annoyed.

"Oh sorry." Calum replied monotone, sad that the boy was upset with him.

After the boys finished they headed to the lobby where they were met with Arzalyea, who kissed Luke on the cheek even though the paparazzi weren't anywhere in sight.

Calum was saddened when he saw that Luke hadn't mind the sign of affection, wishing he would say something.

They left the lobby and headed to a car that took them to the studio, where they were practicing for there next tour. Calum didn't understand why Arzalyea had to come she wasn't part of the band.

When the were seated in the car Luke reached over and grabbed Calums hand who just let it lay in his grasp. Luke was confused but didn't let it bother him as he gave the boys hand a light squeeze, who eventually squeezed back not being able to stay upset.

Arzalyea saw this and scoffed in disgust at this, getting Lukes attention who just blew it off.

When the got to the studio they set up, practicing the songs from there new album while Arzalyea sat in front of them trying to gain Lukes attention. It was obviously was working because he went up to her and sang vapor to her.

Calum tried to hold back the tears because he saw the look in Lukes eyes, the affection that he used to have for Calum but was directed at the girl.

He felt used and he missed that look  he used to get from the boy.








Hope you liked it sorry it's not that great but I'm trying my best.

-B

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